The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 515: That person that you love

Chapter 515: That person that you love

Gyles

I hear the cry and I see the look on Alanis’s face. His eyes are dark, it looks like he hasn’t had any sleep at all and somehow all I feel for him is pity.

"I got to go get him," he mutters as he stands up from the bed and walks out of the room. I watch him as he disappears and in a couple of minutes, he walks in with a baby in his arms.

His baby.

"He needs food,’’ he mutters quietly and I watch him as he sits down on the bed with a bottle in his hand.

"What kind of food does he eat?’’ I ask even though I can see the milk in the bottle. I don’t even understand the whole dynamic of a vampire having babies. It is still all very strange to me.

"Baby food,’’ he answers and I watch him as he feeds the baby. A slow smile sprawls on his face and all the tiredness vanishes as he watches the little baby in his arms feed on the bottle.

"Are they human?’’ I ask. "I mean, I still don’t know how it works."

Alanis looks at me curiously.

"They are human...’’ he replies hesitantly. "Now, I suppose. But they are still vampires and werewolves. They are just like us but they need to grow into their full forms first. I guess.’’

"How long?’’ I ask.

"No one really knows. This is all new, so I want to just watch them as they grow. There is no pressure." he smiles at me and I see the joy in his eyes. The fact that he has them seems like something that he would not trade for anything in the world.

"So, what’s going on with you?’’ he asks me, changing the topic and I am glad because I actually came here to talk about the whole thing with the coven.

Alanis is a very good friend to me and I would like to think that he sees me as a good friend too.

We have this relationship that we don’t really talk about but we are there for each other. He is the easiest person to talk to in the community.

He is always happy no matter what is going on. He is always there if I need him.

So, I tell him about the whole thing and he listens intently and nods his head as I go on.

"I don’t think Blue wants us to go back to the coven. I haven’t even seen them--I mean, the people in the book but I am scared that they will come back if we don’t fix things. He is very quiet about everything and I kind of need to sort it all out."

"Do you actually think the best thing for you all is to go back to the place that messed you up so badly?’’ he asks me quietly.

Going back to the coven will only be to help them.

I don’t actually want to go back.

I just feel like I don’t have a choice. Like the only way that I can actually be free is by doing this.

I don’t know if that makes any sense.

"I don’t know, I know they are still here. I can feel them even though they are quiet. I can’t have this looming over me for the rest of my life."

Alanis looks at me and nods his head.

"What do you want to do?’’ he asks.

"I don’t know. I just need to live my life. I guess I just want some peace,’’ I answer.

"Have you told Blue all this?’’

I shake my head because I don’t want to be the one to remind. him. He seems to think everything is fine with me. I know he has been thinking about it. Wondering if I am still seeing Eleanor and I know he is happy that I haven’t mentioned anything. I don’t want to be the bearer of bad news.

"No.’’

"Do you think it is right to keep it from him?’’

I shake my head because I know that this is something that I actually need to tell him. It involves him the most because this is about his mother. "I don’t know. I really don’t know,’’ I admit.

"You should talk to him. Tell him that you need to do this. Secrets only make things worse. Trust me, I have been there. Don’t let him find out about how you feel from someone else.’’

I look at the baby in his arms and he is asleep with the bottle still in his mouth. A slow smile spreads to my face "You’ve gotten the hang of this.’’

"I think so, it is still very hard but I am getting there.’’

"Talk to him. He will only do what is best for you. Trust me."

I leave Alanis with the conclusion that he is right and I know that I need to tell Blue how I have been feeling. The fact that I still keep thinking about everything is a sign that I will not be able to let this go.

I will not be able to ignore all the things I saw in that room.

So, this has everything to do with Analise and even though she is his mother. She is evil and she needs to pay for all the things she did.

She needs to get hers back and maybe I am that person to give it to her. I walk back to the house and Rex is the first person I see. He is in the living room playing a video game.

I walk over to the couch and he drops the game console as he sees me. "Hi,’’ he leans forward and kisses me softly.

"Hey,’’ I kiss him back and we sit there for a while.

I think about how I am going to do this. I don’t want to be ’that person’, the one that they see me as. The problematic one. The one that always brings trouble into our lives but I know that is who I am.

They still love me.

That should be enough.

Right?