The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 370: Getting caught

Chapter 370: Getting caught

Gyles

I couldn’t sleep a wink last night. No matter how hard I tried, the voices never stopped. I am at this point where I don’t know what to do. Blue and Rex are very happy. I don’t want to ruin that by being a downer. I don’t want to be the one that always has problems but I don’t know what else to do.

We promised each other transparency and since I am still in control of my actions, I need to talk to them. I need to tell them what is happening.

"Good morning,’’ Rex reaches for me on the floor and plants a soft kiss on my lips. I close my eyes because even if it is just for a second, I want to get lost in this moment. His tongue slides into my mouth and a moan escape my lips as he climbs on top of me. Blue is still asleep but I can already see him waking up soon. I hold Rex tightly because there is a mental battle going on in my head. Too many conflicting thoughts and I wish they would all just disappear. I kiss him like my life depends on it and somehow it is enough. Being in his arms is enough at this moment.

He pulls back slightly and rests his forehead on mine. his eyes are still closed as he mutters dreamily "We are going home today,’’ he breathes out ecstatically. I watch him as he breathes in and out. the sound of his heartbeat is like music to my ears. Just having one of the loves of my life alive and breathing, is everything to me. something so small makes me the happiest man on earth.

"Where is your mind,’’ he opens his eyes and I realize I didn’t answer his question.

"Huh,’’ I manage to bring my mind back to what is important.

"I didn’t ask a question. are you okay?’’ he climbs off me and I sit up, resting my back on the wood of the bed. He is watching me now and I can tell that he knows something is up. Rex has always been able to read my mind. I want to talk to him about this. I want to talk to both of them about last night and the voices but I don’t want to worry them. is it selfish to keep this from them?

I am only thinking about them.

I don’t want to worry them.

"He might just be excited to go back to the community."

I turn to the other side and Blue is awake with his elbow resting on the floor. there is a smile on his face. one that makes my heart dance in my chest. Fuck, everyone is so happy. I don’t want to be the one to ruin everything.

"Is that it?’’ Rex asks and I nod immediately, feigning a smile. Blue sits up and presses his lips to mine.

"Just a couple of hours,’’ he winks and stands up from the floor. I watch him as he walks into the bathroom. Rex is still watching me, almost like he knows for a fact that something is wrong.

"Are the voices back?’’ he asks with suspicion in his eyes.

I open my eyes wide because he hit the nail on the head with his first assumption. I shake my head immediately "No,"

Tell him the truth.

My wolf shouts to me, not enjoying this deceit one bit. I want to tell him the truth but I also want to wait until we are back home. I don’t want to worry them until we are settled back in the community. That is the best thing to do in this situation.

"You’re lying,’’ he stands up from the floor and walks over to the bathroom. He doesn’t even knock as he enters, "Blue, the voices are back,’’ he tells him with so much energy. I close my eyes because now, they are going to make me lie. I don’t want to lie; I don’t want to worry them. he is not making this easy.

"I didn’t say that,’’ I stand up and walk over to them. Blue has toothpaste in his mouth. The worry in his eyes is stronger.

"He is lying. I can tell.’’

I glare at Rex because he is making this a lot worse than it needs to be. I just want them to focus on going home. Not the insanity that is going on in my head. I will be able to handle that.

Not on your own.

My wolf accuses.

"Why are you lying?’’ Blue asks as he spits the toothpaste out of his mouth. My hands start to tremble because I don’t want this to turn into a fight. I want to be able to smile as we leave this cabin but I already know that if I lie. The fight is going to be bigger.

"I am not lying."

He raises a brow and now they are both watching me like I am some sort of criminal. "Why are your hands shaking?’’

I take a deep breath because the closer we get, the easier it is to read each other. They know that I am keeping something from them.

"It is not a big deal; I didn’t want you to worry." I raise my hands up, wanting to reach for Blue. he takes a step away from me and I watch him run his hands through his hair.

"Why do you fucking do this. Why is your first instinct to keep secrets?’’

"I didn’t mean to. I just don’t want you to worry."

He opens his wide in shock "It is my fucking job to worry. How dare you try to take that from me?" he shouts so loud that my heart thuds heavily. I want to blame Rex for this but he is right. this is all my fault.

"I am sorry.’’

He sighs "When did the voices start? I need the details.’’

I breathe out because now I don’t have a choice. I have to tell him the truth. I mean, I have already caused so many problems.

"I need to talk to Dad; I will be back.’’ I watch him walk out of the room and it feels like he took my heart with him.

I fucked up.