The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 249: Meet him halfway

Chapter 249: Meet him halfway

Beau.

I am so upset.

I have never been this mad at Lanis before. I thought it was impossible to be this mad at him. He broke my heart with his words and he doesn’t seem to care. I just proposed to him. I just told him how much he meant to me and he is not even thinking about me at this second. He is letting fear win. I saw the future. I saw those kids. The way they made him happy.

Now he is acting like they are some kind of punishment.

This is the biggest gift we will ever have and he wants to just throw it away like it means nothing. I don’t know if it is a good idea to give him the space that he so desperately wants. I can’t face him right now because a part of me wants to hurt him as much as he is hurting me.

It has been two days since I saw him—or rather since I left him and I miss him so much. It is hard being away from him but this is the best thing to do in this situation. I will go back home and I will see where he is at. I want to understand why he would rather kill them than just go through the pain of giving birth. We have been through so much together and Lanis has been the strong one. He has been the rational one, the most thoughtful one and now he just wants to think about hi9mself when there are babies involved. This will never be the bad thing that he thinks it is and I want him to come back to his senses before it is too late.

I open the door before Bells even has a chance of knocking "Hey, did you see him?’’ I ask immediately because no matter how angry I am with him, he is still my major concern. He is still the most important person to me.

"Yeah,’’ she walks over to the bed and drops the bag on it. I am in a motel. I left my home to come and crash at a motel all because of him. I miss my bed—especially because he is not here with me. it’s weird that I could be so angry with him but still miss him. The whole thing is messed up and that is why I left the community in the first place. The hunt for Fallon is going on right now with a couple of people helping me. I have the vampires involved. The ones that were with Cassius and that should be my main focus but I can’t think about anything but Lanis and what he is doing to me.

"Being cooped up in here is not the way to solve this. You should be talking some sense into his head. He is scared and that is the main problem.’’ She tells me like I don’t already know all that. Lanis is my mate and the love of my life and this is the first time I have seen him this scared. Even with everything we have been through, I have never gotten this much fear from him. I have to find a way to show him that he doesn’t have to be scared. Assure him that I will be there with him through it all.

"I just need a breather. A couple of days." I go back to the bed and she watches me curiously. My heart has been heavy since he told me.

"Your man is pregnant and miserable and you are here. I don’t think this is right. You don’t know how sensitive he is right now. He needs you and It looks like you just abandoned him. Why are you abandoning him?’’

I don’t know if she is trying to aggravate me but it is working. I sit up on the bed and glare at her angrily "I didn’t abandon him.’’ I tell her.

She rolls her eyes "Do you know how much of a mess he was when I went to get your things. He looked terrible."

She is just making me worry more, I don’t know if that is her plan but if I worry I will go back to him and I need him to think about this properly. I want him to realize that this is not the best decision. He won’t think that way if I go crawling back to him.

"I can’t go to him yet.’’

She sighs "I don’t think this is a good idea. Letting him be on his own when he is so emotional.’’

I release a sigh of frustration "What do you want me to do?’’

I am all out of options. I know leaving him wasn’t the best idea because if the tables were turned Lanis would not leave me. He is not that kind of person. He has stuck by my side even when I didn’t even like myself that much. There were things I have done that I was never proud of and he didn’t push me away. He didn’t judge me.

He just loved me.

"Call your boyfriend. Talk to him, show him that you are there for him.’’

Bell’s walks out of the room and I grab my phone. There are numerous missed calls from him and messages. I have been doing my best to ignore his calls because I didn’t want to say anything that would hurt him but now I think Bells is right. I shouldn’t push him away from me. I should pull him closer to me. So that he can see that he is not alone. I have to try and convince him that I am here to stay. Yeah, we were fated together but I have seen cases where mates end up apart. At the end of it all, we have to fight to be together. It takes a lot more than the deities to make the relationship work and I have to do my own part.

I dial his number and it goes straight to voicemail. I know that just means that he is not with his phone. I drop the phone on the bed next to me and it rings immediately. His name pops up and I smile. He was waiting for me to call. I don’t know what he is thinking right now because I blocked him out. Like completely. I didn’t want him to feel even more guilty and I had a lot of negative thoughts that have somehow vanished.

"Beau,’’ he calls my name immediately I answer.

I close my eyes because the love I have for him is so intense. The sound of his voice drives me crazy and he knows it.

He is my weakness.

The love of my life.

I have to meet him halfway.

I want him to want this as much as I do.

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