The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 198: The truth is out

Chapter 198: The truth is out

Blue.

Everything is weird.

I have this feeling in me that I can’t comprehend and now it seems like there is also something going on with Rex. Maybe this is the cowardly side of me. I told him that I didn’t want to know until after our date. What am I even scared of? it is not like he is about to break up with me.

Right?

"Are you ready?’’ I ask him.

He sighs. There is this hesitation in his voice. Almost like he doesn’t even want to do this. He is stuck on whatever he was about to tell me. I am starting to think whatever he is about to say is a lot more serious than I even thought it was. I hate disappointments. All my life, I have run away from it. I have tried to avoid situations that will bring me disappointment.

"What do you want to tell me? I think you should just say it now,’’ I blurt out those words because this seems like something I can’t avoid. Whatever this is, is bothering him and I can’t stand to see him worried or bothered. If his mind is not going to be in this, then there is no point. He should just say what he has to.

He opens his eyes wide. He probably didn’t expect me to say that. I already begged him to keep it till after and now I am telling him to tell me the truth. Maybe I don’t even know what I am doing or saying anymore. I just don’t like the way I feel after seeing that guy.

Gyles.

My heart thuds against my chest and my wolf is excited. This doesn’t make sense because suddenly I am not sure about anything anymore. I sensed his aura and I know he is a vampire but there is a wolf inside him—fighting to come out. I could feel him blocking his wolf. I can tell he doesn’t want to accept that part of him and he doesn’t even know it.

"I thought you wanted to have the date first," he manages nervously.

It seems like he doesn’t even want to tell me whatever this is. "Just say it now. I can’t stand to see you worried like this.’’ I confess because that is how I feel. He walks over to me and grabs both of my hands in his. I guess this is it. he is about to reject me. Fuck, why am I thinking the worst right now?

I have never met a wolf that was rejected by his mate. How does this even work? This thing between us is cosmic—out of our control. He can’t possibly tell me that he doesn’t feel the same way. It just doesn’t make sense.

Right?

"Hey, please stop thinking the worst,’’ he breathes out. He can already tell that much about me, so he should know that this is killing me. The suspense of the whole thing. I need to know what is wrong before I lose my mind.

"Then tell me what it is,’’ I cry out in desperation.

He nods "You have to promise not to freak out. Before I go into this, you need to promi9se me that you will listen and try to understand the whole thing before freaking out.’’

I nod.

I am as most understanding as I can. Everyone that I have met has said so. I don’t react the same way wolves do. Even though I do get angry but I always like to control my wolf. "Okay,’’ is all I say because I mean, what else can I say to this. I don’t know what it is so I can’t tell if I will react the way he doesn’t want me to react.

"So, I know you think I am your mate,’’ he starts but then pauses and shakes his head "No that is not how I should say it. I know I am your mate but is it possible that you are not the only one?’’

I raise a brow. I don’t know what he is saying. I hear his words but I can’t comprehend or even rationalize his statement. "What do you mean?’’ I ask.

He is my mate. I am so sure of that. I just don’t know what he is talking about right now.

"That guy, Gyles. I feel something for him. The same things I feel for you.’’ he finalizes and my heart feels like it is about to explode. I can’t even fully understand what he is saying but the fact that he is telling me that he has feelings for someone that is not me is earth-shattering.

"Wow," I manage because it is taking a lot from me not to freak out. I did promise him that I wouldn’t freak out and all I want o do right now is react even though I said I wouldn’t.

"So what does this mean?’’ I ask him in addition. If he is saying that he has feelings for Gyles, does that mean I am not his mate anymore? Is his heart wavering?

What exactly is he telling me?

"I don’t know, I just know that my wolf wants the two of you. There is this pull between you two that I can’t deny,’’ he explains and I know it is supposed to make me feel better but it doesn’t. In fact, it makes me feel worse.

"Does he know that you feel all those things about him?’’

He nods.

I can’t even think about anything but Gyles all over my mate. My wolf should be raging right now but there is no anger within me. Something about that thought entices me. I usually know what is going on or at least I always have an idea but right now, I can’t even tell what my wolf is even thinking.

"Has anything happened between you two?’’ I decided to ask because his confession has me thinking about all sorts of things. This is not what I planned. I had it all mapped. Dinner at the field. We weren’t even going out of the community but I wanted to make this date special. I wanted to spend time with him and ask him all these personal questions that I had taken down. I didn’t expect to be hit with this instead.

I look at him as I wait for him to answer my question but there is a guilty expression on his face. he doesn’t answer but in one instant, it is like his mind is open to me. It hit me instantly and I see him, kissing Gyles. I see them all over each other and the hurt is immense. I can’t pinpoint if I am hurt that he did all this without me or if did them at all. I came to his room tonight with so much confidence but in a split second, I lost all the confidence I had. Now I am just in pain.

He notices the change in my expression even though I try to hide it from him. I don’t want him to see me react to this, especially after promising him. "I am sorry,’’ he cries.

I take a step away from him and he tries to grab my hand back but they are on my sides with no intention of holding him again "This is not your fault. You don’t have to worry about anything.’’

He shakes his head "You don’t understand. You might think this is me rejecting you or something but that is not the case."

I have heard of situations where the mate is rejected. In those situations, they either become rogue or die of heartbreak. I won’t die because I am an Alpha. If he does this, he could end up dead. I don’t want him to die.

"I know you are not rejecting me. You want us both...right?’’

He shakes his head again "This is not about me and what I want. The deities chose this,’’ he exclaims frustratedly. I know this is not easy for him. I might not know a lot about Rex but I can tell he is not this kind of person. He is not selfish.

"Are you implying that we are both your mates?’’ I ask because I have never heard of this before.

He nods for the first time.

I scoff "That’s not possible Rex. You can’t have two mates."

He nods "I know but you are a Warlock and a wolf and you are my mate. Beau is a wolf and Alanis is a vampire. they are mates. I think anything is possible.’’

He has a point there but how will this even work.

How do we share him. the thought of him being alone with Gyles is maddening.

I can’t take it.

He must understand how I am feeling right now.

"So what are you saying right now,’’ this is shocking to me because I always have answers but now that it has to do with me. I don’t have any.

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