The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 191: The silent claim

Chapter 191: The silent claim

Gyles.

I didn’t ever think I would find someone else that would make me feel the things Rex is. It hasn’t been a long time but I am glad to have all these feelings back. he seems to think I am his mate.

I tried to explain to him that this is not what he thinks. I chose Roger and now my body or should I say, my heart is choosing him. He makes me feel giddy and excited to be alive. Does that make him my mate, or should I say my link? I was never one to believe in all those things. I don’t know anything about my past anymore.

It was all a lie. The vampires that I thought were my real family apparently took me from my real family. Apparently, I am a wolf. From the visions I had with Roger, that is deep in my memories. I don’t want to remember all that happened before now because thinking about it hurts. It hurts so much that I don’t even want to remember. It is better if it remains in the past. I was locked up to the point where I lost my mind. I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t respond to anything all those years.

It is like a time stop.

My mind just completely stopped.

I am back now and I promised Roger I will live my life. I will find the happiness that we were supposed to have. I don’t know if it is with Rex but for now, he makes me really happy. He completely understands me and that judgment that I thought I would get from the people of the pack; I don’t get it from him.

He seems like the sincerest person in this pack. just talking to him, I can tell he is innocent. The kind of person that will say things as they are. No sugarcoating. "Are you hungry?’’ he asks me. we have been in each other’s arms all morning. I didn’t even want to leave his room. I still don’t want to. Yeah, we had a lot of make-out sessions but it is more than that now. talking to him is easy. I like it a lot and he seems to like it too.

"For food?’’ I ask him.

He lets go of me and suddenly, the bed seems empty. I don’t mind spending the rest of the day, like this.

Fuck, I have it bad.

Mine.

That voice in my head screams out to me. I have been ignoring it all through yesterday. The fact that I want him badly just keeps resonating inside of me. that is the only explanation for that scary voice. it seems like another part of me. something that I have never experienced.

"It could be anything. I want meat, what about you?’’ he smiles at me. We are both shirtless, so my eyes find their way to his chest. That delicious chest. I want a taste so badly. I lean forward until my face is just above his left breast. He watches me, with that smile that he has around me.

"Can I be hungry for you?’’ I take his nipple in between my lips and this gets a gasp out of him. I am pretty sure he didn’t expect that. Like I thought, he tastes delicious.

I want more.

That voice shouts to me.

Fucking controlling.

I push him back to the bed and climb on top of him. My mouth still sucking his chest "I mean food, Gyles,’’ he breathes out. His voice is husky. I haven’t even done anything to him and he sounds like this.

Jeez.

’’I want to eat you. Please let me have a taste.’’

He said we couldn’t have sex; all I want to do is take control of his body and I can’t even do that. I wish he would just give in to me already. At this point, I am just licking him all over. This is just torture for me, but he seems to like it because I feel him harden against me.

"We need food, I haven’t had anything to eat all day." He manages, at the same time grabbing my hair in his fists.

He is telling me to back off but his body is begging me to have him. I have to listen to his words because the sound of his voice is making me weak. Begrudgingly, I pull away from him, going back to my side of the bed. It feels weird saying my side of the bed but it already feels like my side of the bed.

"Let me get us lunch, then we can continue this,’’

My heartbeat spikes from his words "We can have sex?’’ I ask, hopeful.

He laughs "I told you no. What if,’’ he brings up the whole mating stuff. The one thing I don’t want.

"Why did you lift my hopes up. I thought you were finally giving in to me." I groan like a kid that just lost their toy. I don’t know if I will be able to resist him. In just one weekend, we have become so close. I know there is another guy in the picture. This one might be his real mate, but I plan to show him that he could choose. He doesn’t have to listen to the deities. He doesn’t have to follow the rules of the goddess of the moon as they call her. he can make his own decisions. He can choose me.

We would be happy together.

At least I will make him as happy as I can.

"I am sorry,’’ he crawls over to me until he is on top of me again. His arms wrap around my neck and I close my eyes as I register his scent in my memory. He smells like strawberries, my favorite fruit, and some unfamiliar smell that is unknown to me.

"You are forgiven,’’ I smile as he presses his lips to mine.

We are already acting like a couple. Does he need a ritual to even make this complete? We could make this thing perfect.

"So, what are you feeling like? Meat or blood?’’ he asks.

I shrug, I haven’t been hungry for blood since our kiss. I don’t know, it seems weird to me but I don’t even want to think about it. I finished all the chocolates he got me last night. I completely devoured them, as if I have never eaten before. Maybe I should try eating food.

"Meat sounds fine,’’

He raises a brow "Cooked or raw. I am not feeling up to raw today.’’ He informs me. I don’t even know if I will like raw meat. I think I need to find out today.

"I don’t mind raw. I mean I should start getting used to that part of me. see if it will bring anything out."

He smiles and jumps off me, not bothering with his shirt. "I will be back,’’ he blows a kiss to me and I can’t help but smile. He is so fucking cute.

I lie back on the bed and look up at the ceiling. For the first time since Roger died. I feel at peace. I feel genuinely happy.

I hear a vibration on the table, slowly turning to it. I see his phone. I don’t know what compels me but I pick it up. Blue’s name shows on the screen. I know who he is. This is the mate. The guy that could potentially ruin this thing we have. I shouldn’t answer the call but I want to. Something in me pulls me to.

The minute I press the green button, I hear his breathing through the phone. My heart beats against my chest.

"Hello,’’ I manage.

He would recognize Rex. there is no way he wouldn’t know that this is not him. Before his words, I am already expecting it.

"Who is this,’’ the minute I hear his voice. some ache within me takes over. That voice attacks me instantly. I try to hold the phone in my grip tighter but there is something that I can’t even explain that devours me. his voice is the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. His voice sounds like a thousand angels singing. Like feathers in my ear. It does something to my soul. It attacks me.

Takes over me.

"Hello,’’ I hear the voice again. The pull is undeniable.

The voice in my head screams at me angrily.

Mine.

those words again.

A silent claim, that I can’t even control.

I drop the phone to the bed and the call ends. My heart is still beating, as I rest my back on the bed. I don’t even know what is happening. Why I just responded to a mealy hello in that manner.

This is blue.

The guy that has Rex’s heart.

This is the mate.

So why the fuck do I want to get to know him. Why do I want him to whisper sweet nothings into my ear?

What the hell is happening?