THE UNDISPUTED ONE
Chapter 301: Forgiveness

Chapter 301: Forgiveness

Jane wanted to go ahead and speak, but the words were just stuck in her mouth as she felt the strong sense of anger taking control over her, but she managed to suppress it, as she took it a deep breath, wiping the snot that was trying to form as she just watched him, the man who had actually turned his back on her for the first time in their relationship.

"I apologize, Liam Yang. I apologize. It is not my fault that I just woke up and realized that I have a big scar, something that I have never had in my life. And of course, it will naturally bother me. But it’s even sad that you didn’t even give me an opportunity to speak. For the first time in our relationship, you have looked at me with those cold eyes as if I’m just one of those women who have been chasing you...Heh!"

Jane took a short breath before finally speaking once again.

"It’s okay though, all in all it’s fine. But I’m sorry on my part. I never meant to be insecure and I have never doubted our relationship. I just don’t like new things on my body that just don’t make sense, and this scar is one of them. Of course I’d be worried how you view it, because why wouldn’t I? Why won’t I? I.... everyone wants to look good for their other half. So is it a mistake that I wanna look out for you? But anyway, it’s okay. Please accept my apologies."

Jane tried controlling herself so much as she didn’t want to be in the living room anymore, and she slowly just walk up the stairs because she realized that Liam was not even turning to her to at least say something throughout her apology and of course this just made her feel heartbroken.

She felt like...okay fine. It’s just where they were heading too that she didn’t like but she won’t probe much and she won’t say much. She’ll just let him be.

Even though she promised herself not to do much or say anything, the type of pain that was taking over her is the type that she didn’t.... she couldn’t even describe well as she just wanted to scream. She just wanted to ask him why he would treat her that way. But again. It was okay...

The girl walked upstairs and her legs automatically stopped where the twin’s room was and the girl contemplated before finally deciding to get in, where she went towards the twins and carefully did a squat beside their beds.

"Hello my babies. How are you doing? How are you doing, my love? Your mom is not okay...sigh..."

Once again, Jane started crying in an uncontrollable manner because this is a feeling that she has never in her life experienced and it was just so foreign to her to a point of her not knowing what she should be doing.

"I just had a disagreement with your father and I have never, In my life, seen your father treat me the way he has treated me today. Do you know how cold those eyes were? I’m trying so much... to at least not focus on the fact that we are having an argument, but those cold eyes just keep finding themselves in my mind and it’s just so hard my little loves and...."

"I’ve never doubted my love or my relationship with your father but for the first time since we started dating and knowing each other, your father has given me a reason to feel shaky in my heart..."

"I have never seen your father lack love for me or look at me with completely empty eyes. But guess what? My babies, it happened! He looked at me with very cold eyes. They lacked any warmth, they lacked any love.

You know what? It was great to see you, my babies. And it was great to know that I’ve carried such beautiful babies in my womb for nine months and it was my biggest wish to see you, my biggest wish to see my family once again but at the moment, forgive me my sons. I just want to go back to sleep if possible. I just want to go back to a permanent coma and I don’t wanna wake up anymore. It hurts. It’s painful!"

"Someone might say that I’m exaggerating, but it hurts. This is a situation that could be solved with us just talking but your father never gave me the chance to air out what I really felt at the moment. It was a very big shock for me. I know how I got that scar. I’ve come to understand. But the fact that there is something new in my body is just.... every woman loves her body. No woman would love to walk around with some ugly scars for whatsoever reason."

"I might have been a confident woman, but your father’s actions have just made me feel like I.. I lack that confidence anymore, because ever since I woke up from that coma, his eyes... they were so sharp, like here’s a different Liam from the Liam I knew nine months ago and even when he looks at me normally. I do actually shiver because his eyes have become sharper and it’s like he’s reading one’s soul. Imagine being stared at with the same eyes, but this time, now they lack any form of warmth, any form of love, and they’re looking at you like they despise you so much."

"I guess I’ve received my birthday present from my husband. No, from Mr Yang. We are not yet married."

Liam, who had finally regained his senses and realized how much he had messed up, had immediately followed Jane the moment she went upstairs and he watched her get into their children’s room and the moment he wanted to follow her in, he heard her speak to their children, and the more he heard, the more his heart broke. How stupid could he be?

This is his woman who was just waking up from a coma. Her emotions are not yet stabilized. Her thoughts are all over, but he just had to let his stupid anger take over and now she even doubts if he loves her.

The man dropped a tear when he heard her say that she e just wants to go back to a permanent comma to escape the pain and image of his cold eyes.

He knew that he had hurt her extremely too much for her to even think of going back to such a situation, but again, he knew he could understand where she was coming from because if she looked at him with the same eyes, Liam can directly swear that he would go mad, that he could just wish he could be dead instead of seeing such treatment or experiencing such treatment from his wife.

No! She said she can’t refer him to as her husband because they are not married!

He then remembered how he had just called her by her name, something that is the first thing that she noticed because he has never referred her to as Jane unless otherwise, but this time round he had used a very hurtful tone, one that could break any couple, any person in a relationship.

"I don’t know. I guess he doesn’t want to see me for the night. So allow me to spend the night here my babies, at least I feel like you’re the only ones who. I can understand me at the moment, yeah..."

"Oh! There’s no place for mommy to sleep. That’s okay though. I will squeezing in, mummy must fit together with you today."

Jane observed the kids room and she couldn’t help but feel some sense of frustration because everything was child size but she knew Liam didn’t want to see her so she was not going to take herself before him and hurt herself further.

Liam couldn’t take it anymore when he heard this and the man immediately rushed into the room as he pulled her in for a hug, tightly holding her, not intending to let go.

Jane immediately stiffened as she started shaking in his arms, making Liam’s heart ache further as the man wanted to just punch himself, slap himself and brutally punish himself because he had done what he had always promised not to do. He had really hurt her.

Baby, please forgive me. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I let my anger take over. Please. Forgive me."

"Liam, let me go."

"No! No, you can’t refer to me as Liam! I’m sorry. I’m not Liam, I am your husband. I am your hubby. I’m not Liam. I’m not!"

"Liam. I said let me go!"

"No, I won’t. I’m so sorry, my love. I’m so sorry. I have hurt you. I won’t try to justify my mistake. I have hurt you. I’m so sorry. Please forgive me baby...."

"Okay. Let me go then. I want to sleep, I’m tired."

"I won’t let you go until you call me hubby. My wife, I’m sorry baby. I’m sorry, I failed. Forgive me, I was just... was mad but it was not justified of me to take my anger to such a point. I never knew that when I looked at you, that’s what my eyes displayed. I’m so sorry. You know, you have my heart, my soul, my everything. You have always known that please don’t doubt my love, please don’t doubt our love. I’ll try to train my eyesight better. Please forgive me."

Jane felt her heart ache for her man, because they were both on their own as they experienced quite a number of things during the nine months period and to both of them, the thoughts and their reactions at some point to were valid in accordance to their thoughts, but they never thought of each other when they were coming up with the conclusions that they had in their minds and therefore she didn’t want to drag any kind of beef in her relationship or any kind of strain in her relationship as she turned and nestled herself in the man’s hands, Liam immediately engulfing her tightly as he took off his coat and covered her with it, proceeding to carry her in a princess manner as he left the twins room and headed to their master bedroom.

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