The Throne Is Mine
Chapter 193

Chapter 193: Chapter 193

Amelia didn’t know where to focus at the moment. Killian’s mouth teasing her breasts or his fingers moving inside of her. At some point, she held onto his arm and closed her eyes as she tried to get accustomed to the new pleasure.

She wondered if he would laugh at her if she said she needed a break to process what was going on. Call her a fool but everyone always spoke of him inside of her but not all of this. Even most of the books she read were just couples taking off their clothes and going straight to it. Reason number one why she didn’t have any fantasies from those books because they-

"Oww!" Amelia opened her eyes when Killian bit her once more. "What is with you biting me? Would you enjoy it if I bite you? Never mind," Amelia changed her mind when Killian grinned. Of course, he would enjoy seeing her bite him. He shouldn’t be too excited as she might bite him hard enough to tear off his skin.

"What is it with you and my breast?" Amelia asked, watching him palm and squeeze her left breast like it was some sort of toy. She had to admit there was some pleasure from him fondling them. "You better have a way to heal all of these bite marks when morning comes. Shit," she cursed when a third finger was inserted and he increased his pace.

With only his hand between her legs, she was able to close them this time as something continued to build up in the pit of her stomach.

"My interest in your breast should not even be a question. I quite like the two of them. You should consider sleeping topless from now on. I would get to lay against their softness and it would deal with your problem of feeling hot. I do need my fingers," he teased as she started to clamp down on his fingers. She was quite close to having her first release which he desperately needed to happen as he was rock-hard waiting to enter her.

"Ah," Amelia moaned as something trickled out of her, coating Killian’s fingers and staining the sheets slightly. Her body slightly shook as she came down from the pleasurable high Killian had taken her to. "Shit," she cursed once more.

"The court would have a fit if they heard you cursing or maybe you have been colorful with your words toward them in the past," said Killian. He used the two of them speaking to take away her nervousness at the moment. "Open your legs, Amelia," he ordered her as they were still forced together from a moment ago and he would rather have her willingly open them for him than pry them open.

Amelia did as she was told to make way for Killian to settle in between her legs once more. Her chest rose and fell as her mind was starting to feel sane after what Killian had just done but she didn’t have too long to calm her thoughts as she watched Killian start to unbutton his pants.

This part made her more nervous than everything else even though she had expected this. Everything else had caught her off guard which made her want to slap herself because it was ruining the confidence she had. She shouldn’t be nervous about any of this when she was the one to initiate this happening tonight. Maybe she shouldn’t have been so eager and let Killian ease her into this but she did not want to stop now.

Amelia could not turn her eyes away from the sight of Killian’s manhood. It might be a cliche thing to think at the moment but she worried about fitting all of him inside of her. As someone who sometimes snuck out of the castle in the silence of the night to go to town, she saw more naked men than she would have liked in situations where they should not have been naked. Maybe it had to do with age that Killian was a tad bit larger than what she had seen.

"What is going through your mind? You are being too silent," Killian said as he tossed the last of his clothing off the bed.

"That I should have seen more men naked to see if you are big or if this is normal," Amelia honestly answered.

"More?" Killian raised his right brow as he could not place where a princess would see naked men.

"I have seen a few things on accident that I wish I could erase from my memory. I did not go around peeping at men if that is where your mind is taking you," said Amelia.

"Honestly, with the books, you and Gina read I expect the two of you to go around peeping at the guards. That doesn’t hurt," Killian chuckled, amused by Amelia pinching him instead of getting pain from it. "Continue to do that for the next few seconds. Use me to get rid of the pain you will feel shortly."

Killian started to rub the tip of his manhood along her wet folds to help with entering her. He started to penetrate her as slowly as he could to help her get used to the intrusion which was different from his fingers.

Amelia grimaced and bit her lip to refrain from voicing how much it was hurting. She grabbed a handful of the bed sheets instead of Killian and clenched her hands as she tried to get accustomed to the feeling of him inside of her. As much as she tried to resist crying, a tear fell from her eyes and it was noticed by Killian since he was watching her.

Killian stopped his movement to let her get used to where he was now. So far only the tip was in now but he knew she needed a moment to get used to the foreign feeling of something entering her there. "Amelia, you can hold me instead of the sheets. I won’t mind the pain," he said, wanting to share some of the pain she was going through.

"It’s fine," Amelia replied through gritted teeth. "I will hold on to you when I am ready. If you go in all at once would this be over quicker?"

"It might hurt you far more than if I go slow while you get accustomed to it. I promise you the pain will get better soon."

"How do you know? Have you ever had someone shoving their manhood inside of you?" Amelia responded.

Killian didn’t know how to take her question and felt the need to laugh but knew it would piss her off. Perhaps her being angry was better than seeing her cry. Her tears were something he never wanted to see again even if they were to be happy tears. It stirred something inside of him as he watched her eyes fill with water.

"I have not but I have heard women say it gets better. I take their word for it. You need to voice when you are at your limit. I can only watch your face and try to read what you are going through but you must be vocal," Killian said, urging her to say what was on her mind instead of trying to hide what she was feeling from him. "I won’t think less of you because you are in pain. You don’t have to pretend like you are fine."

Amelai appreciated his understanding instead of doing as he wanted to please himself. This experience angered her as she thought about being told to lay still and let Killian do as he wanted. She would be in a lot of pain if not for her husband being gentle. "It is better now. You can keep moving," she said, releasing the sheets and holding onto his shoulders.

Killian tried to read her face before he started to move again. It was torture for him as he desperately wanted to fill her completely and hear his name leaving her lips but it did not compare to the torture Amelia was experiencing. He continued to push inside of her, stopping each time she winced and then continuing once she said she was fine. Soon, he filled her and only needed her permission to start moving.

Amelia released a deep breath as the feeling of Killian stretching her insides became bearable. "You can start moving," she said, ready for the pain to be completely replaced by pleasure.

Her permission was music to his ears as it wasn’t easy to keep still inside of her. Already he started to desire her more and more. This infatuation he had with her had become more than him just being intrigued by her and wanting to be entertained. Killian never believed sex was needed to make the wedding official but it did make him feel closer to her. Closer than just getting pleasure out of it.

Killian pulled out of her to the point where half of his manhood was out of her and then slowly pushed back in. He wanted to take it slow before showing her another side of him when it came to intimacy.