The Knight's Mysterious Maid
Chapter 181: If I wanted you (3)

Chapter 181: If I wanted you (3)

Rafael scooped up a handful of water with his right hand and poured it over his head to hopefully cleanse his thoughts. He was the one to ask Annalise to stay with him and now he sat in cold water while she had to be in deep sleep by now.

He was falling deeper and deeper into a rabbit hole each time he was near her.

Rafael placed his hands along the edge of the tub and rested his head back. This might have been the perfect time for a cigar or something to drink, but he didn’t want to use either one. He could only sit alone in his bathroom waiting for the high he was on to pass.

He had to be angry at himself once more for agreeing that when morning came he would forget about what happened with Annalise. It was impossible to not think about it again, but he could at least not mention it to her.

Rafael felt ashamed of himself because of how hard he was in the water. The cold water didn’t help much since Annalise was still on his mind. He sighed and wrapped his hand around his length under the freezing water and began to stroke it to relieve himself so he could go to bed.

He had never felt this low before in his life to be stroking himself while a maid filled his mind. After countless years of saying he would not be with any of his servants, one filled his mind now and he could not get rid of these thoughts about her.

Rafael closed his eyes and the moment he did so, Annalise appeared. Touching as she did not long ago. She had been right that if she wanted him, she could have him. He would allow her to do as she wanted with him as long as she stayed here with him in return.

"Shit," Rafael cursed.

His pace increased little by little to please himself as he remembered every second of what Annalise did not long ago. Her hand on his skin and their eyes never looking away.

Rafael was close to relieving himself and getting rid of his hardened state, but the bathroom door opening interrupted the moment. It took him by surprise since he had not heard anyone come in. The only person these days to sneak up on him was Annalise.

"Who-"

"I could not sleep," Annalise said, stepping into his view. "Oh," she said, averting her eyes from the view of what he was doing.

Rafael was unable to speak seeing her stand before him. Now when he was not trying to think about her, Annalise was here. Before he could open his mouth to say something, Annalise closed the door and pressed her back on it. She stood looking at the floor like she was considering something.

"If I do not try to understand this now, it will continue to bother me so please excuse me. I have not been able to sleep because of you," Annalise said, lifting her head to look at him and what he was doing. "And from what I see, you are having the same problem."

Rafael let go of his length now that he was able to think straight and grasp what was happening. If it were anyone else, he would have sent them away, but this was Annalise, and he had to know where she was taking this.

Did the thought of being with him fill her mind and lead her right to his room to test it? Of course, she would be so bold to give it a try. He doubted there was anything Annalise would shy away from.

Rafael kept his eyes on Annalise, still in disbelief that she was here before him and she was not bothered by what she stumbled upon. It was a risk she had to take when she entered his bedroom without knocking and awaiting his permission for her to enter. This was his private space she entered and caught him like this.

Annalise made her way over to the tub where Rafael sat in the cold water.

At this point, he could have just gone to bed instead of trying to get rid of this problem. He was harder than before thanks to seeing her in the thin loose dress she picked to wear to bed.

"Annalise," her name finally left his lips.

It felt like they were back to the first night he had returned and met her. Back when she was the only one bold enough to comment on what she saw.

"It frustrates me that I do not understand what I feel for you. Can we continue to do as we like and pretend it never happened in the morning?" Annalise asked, lifting her foot to get into the tub with him.

"It is cold," Rafael tried to warn her, but Annalise continued to get into the water with him.

Thankfully, it was large enough for the two of them to sit in without Annalise having to sit on his lap. As Annalise sat down into the water, facing Rafael from the other end. Her dress showed that she was wearing nothing underneath it thanks to the parts that glued to her skin.

"Did you drink?" Rafael asked. He needed to be certain that she was here in the right state of mind.

Annalise chuckled. "Where would I find something at this hour to drink? Unlike you, I wouldn’t mind a bit of alcohol, but not when I am here in your manor. I would not want to do anything to lose my job because I might not wake up on time or do something foolish. Is that because of me?" She asked, referring to his visible erection.

Annalise didn’t look away from his naked body. Just as she did when the men were training, she looked at his body.

"Yes," Rafael answered honestly. Since they were like this now, there was no point in not being honest. "You can still leave now."

"There is that kindness that I hate. I have thought about this many times since I left and the only way for me to settle what I feel is to stay here with you now. I do want you," Annalise said, getting up to get closer to him.

"And it frustrates me, but I can no longer deny what I feel. So," she said as she sat down on his lap right behind his length that was tall and proud before her. "Let me help you."

At his wit’s end with what Annalise was doing to him, Rafael could not turn down her offer. She had gotten to him a bit excited and if she was just as eager as he was, they could continue. He would not have her here in the water, but she could help him to get rid of how hard he was in other ways.

Her hands or mouth. It just had to be Annalise touching him for the problem to go away.

Rafael sat back, allowing her to take the reins since it was she who came to him. There was so much he would like to do, but he was still fearful of going too far and scaring her. This was not something either one of them could take back so she was in control for him to see if she truly wanted to be with him like this.

Annalise sat up, causing a loud noise in the quiet room thanks to the water dripping from her upper body. She carefully made her way over to him and sat just above his length.

Rafael looked up at her while she straddled his body. Once again, the sight of her in the dark was beautiful.

Annalise leaned down with a smile that hid a secret behind it. "I told you," she said, touching his bare chest.

Rafael’s body jolted due to her touch. His eyes opened and he was met with the reality that he had drifted off and was lost in a dream about Annalise.

This could not go on for much longer or it would drive him to be a madman.

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