The Isekai Milf harem!
Chapter 83: Growing chaos, conflicted emotions.

Chapter 83: Growing chaos, conflicted emotions.

The wind was still as she used the communication stone.

The stones come in pairs, so, you can only contact the person who hilds the other stone.

The air was heavy and a tinggg rang on the back of her head.

Even the leaves had stopped rustling as if the forest itself held its breath.

She was feeling suffocated with guilty consciousness, that seemed to slip away rather than to talk.

Lina sat alone on a fallen tree, the magic communication stone cold in her palm.

She hadn’t moved in several minutes.

She couldn’t move at all, she was like a statue.

In her hand, the magic stone pulsed once. Dim blue light, like a heartbeat.

Her heart started to beat slower.

Her mind? It was like a storm.

Why am I hesitating?

I don’t know how to even infuse the mana into the stone.

My consciousness feels heavy as if I have sinned.

I am scared... Too scared to even talk.

Am I the one who is at fault?

She asked herself.

You stopped choosing me. So I stopped waiting.

Ahhh... Was I at fault for never understanding him?

I don’t know...

Somehow she infused the stone with mana.

And soon the husband picked up the stone and infused mana.

"Lina... How have you been?" The husband spoke like a nobleman.

"Are you going to come back tonight... Or, do you have something to tell me," he added.

Hearing the voice, two drops of tears dropped from her eyes.

The magic stone trembled faintly in her hand.

His voice had reached her, clear, steady, untouched.

She could hear the breath he took between words, the way he waited, just a second longer than necessary. It wasn’t impatience.

It was hope.

Her lips parted slightly, but no sound came. Her throat clenched as if invisible hands were wrapped around it.

Why can’t I speak?

She lowered her gaze. The light in the stone dimmed slightly, still alive... but waiting. Like him.

Her fingers curled tighter around it.

Why are you still kind?

Why do you still speak like that, as if I am yours... as if nothing has changed?

Tears slid down her cheeks, warm against the cold wind.

You were never cruel.

She thought bitterly.

Even in neglect, you were silent, never sharp. You never struck me, never cursed me. You just... disappeared.

I hate it... I hate myself...

The palace dinners.

The closed doors.

The second wife.

The nights she waited beneath scented sheets with no knock on the door.

Maybe... Maybe, the fault lies with me.

I was supposed to be a lady, not an adventurer.

But even so... I... I betrayed you.

You don’t know... You don’t know anything.

Maybe the adventuring, roaming aren’t for a woman like.

A sob rose in her chest, but she swallowed it.

No one could hear this.

No one could see this.

She even had a small headache.

"Lina?" his voice came again, softer.

"Is something wrong?" he added.

Yes. Yes, everything is wrong.

Everything!!!

"I..." her voice cracked. She stopped.

The stone flickered again.

You were supposed to scream at me.

You were supposed to hate me. To shout, to break this damn stone and set me free.

Why are you still gentle? Why are you making this harder?

You don’t know anything... At least, I was there when you said, you need to carry in the legacy and you were planning to have a second wife.

"I... I’m sorry," It came out small, hoarse, like a whisper to a ghost.

"For what?" he asked gently.

Her fingers trembled.

For not waiting.

For letting someone else touch me, hold me, whisper to me... for letting his warmth become my comfort. For liking it. For not regretting it.

"There’s something I need to tell you," she finally said, voice shaking.

"But I... I don’t know if I have the right to,"

He was silent, waiting again.

Lina stood up from the log, legs weak. Her body moved but her soul was still kneeling in the dirt.

"The city," she said quickly, as if spilling it might hide everything else.

"There’s danger. Some powerful demonic bests are going to attack the city soon. I... I had to warn you,"

The moment the words left her mouth, she wanted to vomit.

It felt like an excuse. Like she used a life-threatening crisis to mask her guilt.

There was silence on the other end.

And then, finally, he said, "I see... Thank you for the information, I shall secure the fortress,"

"Also take care of yourself, Adventuring isn’t safe for a woman like you,"

The communication ended.

Lina just sat there on the log with a heavy heart.

Not knowing what to feel.

I don’t know what do to...

I think, I should stop being an adventurer and act like a proper wife.

It was all my fault in the first place, my bad habit.

What is there is adventuring.

I need to start a family now and raise the kids.

What happened these days should be buried with me.

It was just that I was taken over by a demon... I have opened my eyes now.

I need to stop this and return to my husband’s side.

It was me... Who went far from him.

I am sorry... Let me atone.

This time, I will make sure to be a good wife, and bore you some kids.

The demon inside me has been killed.

Of course, that’s what she thought... But her womb?

That was already fertilized by Alan, just wait 9 months and a toddler shall come to life.

Some sins can’t be hidden.

...

Of course, Alan looked at Lina.

He could see the nervousness in her and with his stats, it wasn’t hard to hear her conversation.

He gritted his teeth.

He didn’t like the way she responded to her husband.

It was like she was guilty.

No, if she belongs to anyone then it’s Alan whether she likes it or not.

Till now, everything was fine so, why are there barriers now?

What’s even with that small dick husband.

He is trying to save them... He even resurrected them while making contract with a demon that he can’t even fathom, so, why?

Just so, they could leave him and return to husbands?

No, no, no, they like it or they don’t like it... They are his and will remain his.

He clenched his fist.

It felt like he was being used just as a sex toy, just for their growth.

Was he just a dick that ejaculated only for their pleasure and growth?

His eyes narrowed while his heart began to beat faster and faster.

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(A/n: nobody gave any answers for succubus, so, I will go with my original plan and kill her in hands of Zhao Yung, also please give feedback 🤧)