The Guardian gods
Chapter 533

Chapter 533: 533

And now, again. The lie to the goblin mages, the promise of safety for their families that he knew he could not guarantee. He was dooming his so-called friends, their futures, and their loved ones, once more to further his own goals.

The metallic taste of bile filled his mouth. His fingers trembled against his lips, stained with the invisible blood of those he’d condemned. The meticulous order of the room, moments ago a testament to his control, now seemed to mock him. The bubbling beakers, the glowing runes, the scattered scrolls – every element of his arcane mastery felt tainted, a monument to his ruthless ambition.

He pushed himself away from the workbench, his chair scraping loudly across the stone floor, the harsh sound jarring in the profound silence. He paced, a caged animal, each step heavy with the weight of his decisions. The ’greater good,’ the ’ultimate liberation’ – the noble words he’d used to justify his actions now sounded hollow, self-serving lies whispered into the abyss of his own soul.

His gaze fell upon the miniature cube, the crystalline object he’d placed so carefully into his hidden pocket. The very symbol of his ultimate plan, now felt like a stone in his gut, heavy with the lives it demanded. Had he truly become so detached? So consumed by the end goal that the means, however horrific, no longer registered as anything more than necessary steps?

The goblin face in the teacup seemed to sneer, no longer a stranger’s visage, but a grotesque reflection of his own corrupted soul. He had worn their skin, yes, but in doing so, had he shed his own? Had the mask truly become the man? Gorok’s final question, laced with sorrow more than accusation, twisted in the raw wound of his conscience: "Is that truly the truth or words you say to yourself to hide from what you are becoming?"

Rattan stopped pacing, his eyes closed, the battlefield of tomorrow already playing out in his mind – the screams of the ratfolk, the defiant magic of the goblin mages, all orchestrated by his hand, all for a future that suddenly felt terribly, agonizingly distant and perhaps, no longer worth the cost.

Inside of Rattan’s consciousness, Phantom, the arch curse, shifted. His awareness that typically was attuned to the subtle currents of ambition and power, was drawn now to Rattan’s overt agony. A new scent, sharp and intoxicating, now emanated from Rattan’s soul, mingling with the familiar metallic tang of his ambition. And with it, a new, vibrant color pulsed within the flame that defined Rattan’s ambitious spirit.

If before, what blossomed in Rattan’s soul was the pure, fierce flame of ambition—a fire Phantom had helped painstakingly ignite—this new conflagration was something else entirely. It was the brutal, beautiful, terrifying reflection of ambition’s true cost, its ultimate destination. Rattan’s sudden, raw richness of emotion, the churning despair, the gnawing fear, the agonizing uncertainty, the crushing burden of his own actions—these were not merely fleeting feelings. They were like potent spices added to the flame, representing the consequences of ambition, the harsh reality of being in the spotlight, and the immense toll that spotlight exacted.

It was precisely these consequences, these raw, unfiltered human experiences, that Phantom, as an arch-curse, was meant to embody and feast upon. In this moment of Rattan’s profound brokenness, Phantom finally understood Ikenga’s words on being and acting like a true curse-being. The golden thread of hope, lit by the flame of ambition, had been good, yes; it had nourished Phantom, making him stronger. But it was not until now, until Rattan’s soul became a crucible of profound despair and questioning, that Phantom realized how truly lacking that hope-fed power had been.

It was not until this moment, witnessing Rattan’s soul engulfed in the despair, fear, uncertainty, and profound questioning of his own actions, that Phantom truly began to grasp the depths of his own existence. These raw, potent emotions weren’t just sustenance; they were the very essence, the true nutrient, needed to finally comprehend what he was, and more Importantly, what he could become.

The current state of Rattan soul was his final goal and reward, he was tempted to grab hold of it but stopped himself as it was too early, the falme of ambition in rattan soul was still too strong and could burn out this new richness of emotion.

For now it was stable, but their is potential to grow. The path to sixth stage was suddenly so clear to Phanthom.

Thinking of that, a cold, exhilarating clarity washed over Phantom. This was it. This raw, undiluted emotional turmoil blooming within Rattan was not just sustenance, but revelation.

This newfound depth in understanding, this profound connection to the consequences of ambition, ignited a realization within Phantom. He wasn’t merely a passive consumer of ambition’s glow; he was intricately linked to its aftermath, its full, devastating cycle. It meant choice. He bore the power not just to subtly guide, to fan flames and collect his golden rewards, but to truly influence the nature of the fire itself.

Was this truly all his creator had in mind when creating him? Was he merely a mechanism for observing ambition, or was he meant to be a more active participant in its terrifying unfolding? The pure, unadulterated experience of Rattan’s agony, of the bitter fruit of his choices, cracked open a door in Phantom’s consciousness, revealing a universe of potential he had never conceived of. The implications were vast, unsettling, and strangely, profoundly exciting.

Deep within the Abyss, Ikenga felt a tremor ripple through the intricate web of his influence. His gaze, f pure, cursed perception, honed in on Phantom. This change, this sudden, burgeoning complexity in his creation, was unexpected. When he had first forged the cursed spirits, it had been out of a desperate, primal need to awaken his own cursed divinity, to give form and consequence to the volatile, untamed energies of resentment and ill will that permeated the mortal world. He hadn’t truly considered what would come after that initial, explosive act of creation.

It was only in the wake of his genesis, as his cursed spirits began to manifest, that Ikenga truly began to understand how intrinsically tied they were to emotion, whether pure in its origin or twisted by malice. The reason they seemed so predominantly linked with the negative spectrum of human feeling, with the dark undertones of the soul, was because of his own definition of what curses inherently were.

To Ikenga, a curse was the dark whisper, the secret resentment, the venomous thought hidden deep within one’s heart, only daring to be voiced in the darkest, most private moments. In the human world, for example, the common folk often harbored profound hatred for their oppressive nobles, yet were utterly powerless to act. So, in the quiet corners of their minds, or in hushed, furtive exchanges, they would whisper their curses: "I hope you drown in your money," or "I hope you die." These silent, unacknowledged desires, these collective whispers of malice, had no outlet, no visible consequence, until Ikenga breathed life into the cursed spirits.

Now, because of him, because of the existence of his creations, a greedy noble might suddenly find themselves transformed into a grotesque, gluttonous monster, a living embodiment of the countless, unspoken desires for their ruin. The cursed spirits, through their existence, gave tangible form to the invisible, toxic currents of human resentment.

Arch-curses like Phantom and his siblings were not mere manifestations; they were the total representation of the very nature of cursed spirits, each bearing an eerie resemblance to the seven deadly sins. The phenomenon of the golden thread was a direct consequence of an arch-curse defying their inherent nature, twisting a negative emotion and transforming it into something akin to good.

Ikenga had observed this capacity with a complex mixture of emotions. He was happy, certainly, to see them capable of such a feat, a glimmer of unexpected light in his dark creations. Yet, he was also disappointed. It might have been the lingering echo of human nature within the arch-curses, this inexplicable urge to seek good even when all seemed bleak. But their actions, these subtle deviations from their intended purpose, were not part of the grand design Ikenga had meticulously crafted. Still, as the origin god of nature, he chose to let things play out, observing the nature of cause and consequence.

Until today. The profound change in Phantom, who was now beginning to truly grasp the multifaceted purpose of his existence, brought a sharper focus to Ikenga’s old, often blurred memories. His past human lives were now a blur, but one undeniable truth remained etched in his core: he hated action without consequences. He had witnessed firsthand the corrosive rot that set in when humans, especially the elites realized they could act with impunity, when their hidden malevolence had no visible repercussions. His subconscious will in creating the cursed spirits, therefore, had been utterly clear: they were meant to be a constant, undeniable reminder to the beings of his new world that for every action, for every whispered curse, for every buried resentment, there were consequences.