The boy who Sneaks in My Bedroom Window
Chapter 19: Confession And Bowling

Chapter 19: Confession And Bowling

"What are you doing to me?" I whispered, confused that I could feel this way, to actually want someone when usually I shy away from all physical contact because of what my father used to make me do.

"What do you mean?" he asked, looking a little confused. I shook my head; I couldn’t explain it, especially not to him. I needed him to be able to wait for me, if I told him I was feeling like this, he would probably go full steam ahead and ruin everything. "Tell me what you mean, Angel. Please?" he begged; using his puppy dog face on me. Damn it! That has always worked and he knows it!

"I don’t want to, Liam." I moved off of him and laid back down by his side.

"Please?" he whispered, looking at me with his begging eyes.

I sighed. "I don’t know what’s happening to me, one day I can’t even stand to have anyone touch me and the next day I...." I trailed off, unsure how to finish that sentence without giving him the wrong impression.

"The next day, what?" he prompted, leaning up on his elbow so he could look into my eyes.

"The next day you’re turning me on so badly that I can’t even help myself," I admitted, blushing like crazy.

He laughed quietly, giving me his cocky grin. "You turn me on too."

"Yeah, that’s half the problem," I stated, glancing down to see the tent he was sporting in his pyjama shorts, blushing again that I had just looked and he would have seen me looking. Oh crap, that is so embarrassing!

"I’m sorry if me being turned on turns you on." He smirked at me and I blushed harder, squirming at how uncomfortable this conversation was. I slapped his chest and giggled out of embarrassment; he caught my hand and held it tight just looking at me.

"It scares me," I admitted, feeling stupid and childlike.

"I know it does, but I would never hurt you. If you ever felt like things are going too fast, you would only ever have to say, I promise." I couldn’t doubt his sincerity; the truth of his words were clear across his face.

I leant forward and kissed him gently, before pulling away. "You really need to go. It’s almost eight now."

He sighed and played with my fingers. "I really dislike your friend, it’s her fault I have to leave," he mumbled, pretending to be annoyed. I laughed and got up off of the couch, pulling him up to his feet.

"You might want to calm down a little before you leave. What would the neighbours think if they saw you leaving my house like that?" I joked, nodding down towards his crotch, then blushing because I had just looked again.

He laughed. "They would think that I have an incredibly beautiful girlfriend, who has just kicked me out of her bed," he stated, shrugging casually. I grinned as he rearranged himself in his shorts so it was less noticeable, before kissing me again and going out of the front door.

I snuck back to my room. Kate was still asleep so I crawled in my bed, but I didn’t go back to sleep, instead, I text Liam:

’Glad you got at least 3 hours sleep last night’ I turned my phone onto silent so his reply didn’t wake Kate.

’Me too. That couch is surprisingly comfy, better than my bed but that’s prob because U were there’ he replied, making me smile.

’U could always stay over tonight. Maybe I could sneak out to the lounge after Kate’s asleep’ I text him back.

’I like that idea! What R U doing today? Wanna do something?’ he asked.

’Not sure, think I need to spend the day with Kate though seeing as she’s staying here’ I replied.

’That girl is ruining everything, first I can’t stay over, now I can’t spend the day with you! Strong dislike coming from over here’ he text back, making me giggle.

We text each other back and forth for about an hour and I was glad that I decided to upgrade my phone package so that I got unlimited texts, otherwise this would be costing me a fortune.

I got up a couple of hours later, getting dressed and heading out to the kitchen. Liam was already over. I shouldn’t have been surprised really; he was hardly ever at his house. He spent most of the day here when he wasn’t at school, leaving around nine o’clock only to sneak back in through my window around ten thirty anyway. I smiled at him but quickly looked away because he was sitting next to Jake.

"Morning, Ambs. Where’s Kate? Did you talk to her about not touching me?" Jake asked, making me laugh at his serious expression.

"She’s in the shower. Anyway, you should be flattered that she likes you, though maybe she’ll move onto Liam today," I teased, winking at him.

Liam groaned. "No way! I’m seeing someone," he stated confidently. I blushed slightly and shifted uncomfortably on my feet because he’d just said that to Jake.

Jake’s face snapped in his direction. "You’re seeing someone? As in, like, seriously? You don’t do relationships," he said, frowning and looking at him disbelievingly.

"I crazy about her," Liam replied, shrugging. I made my way over to the fridge to get some milk for my cereal, trying to pretend I wasn’t there. My heart was crashing in my chest. Oh God he was going to do it! He was going to tell Jake!

"Crazy about her? As in, you’re not going to mess her around? She must be a really great screw," Jake said, smirking and slapping him on the back proudly. I choked on my orange juice.

"I’ve not slept with her. She believes in no sex before marriage." Liam smirked.

Jake looked like he nearly passed out, he was looking at Liam like he had grown another head. "You.... she.... what?" he stuttered, shaking his head violently.

Liam just laughed. "As of now, I’m officially off the market. So, Angel, tell your friend that I’m taken," he instructed, turning to me and giving me a wink.

"I will. Wow, so a reformed man-whore, maybe there is hope for you after all, Jake." I laughed, throwing a coco pop at him.

"No way, I give it a week and Liam will be back to his old self, sleeping with anything that moves," Jake stated confidently.

"I don’t know Jake; he looks pretty serious to me," I said as I finished my breakfast. Liam smiled at me, he obviously liked what I said, showing my trust.

"Finally, you’ve learned to use the head that’s attached to your neck," Jake joked, making me flinch at his words.

"I think it’s sweet, Liam. She’s a lucky girl; hopefully you won’t break her heart," I muttered, looking down at my empty bowl, just hoping that he wouldn’t hurt me.

"I won’t," Liam stated confidently. I smiled as I walked back to my room to see Kate. I could hear Jake quizzing Liam in the kitchen and I didn’t want to be there for it.

"So, what shall we do today?" I asked Kate as she was applying her usual ton of make-up.

"Hmm, I know, how about we go bowling? I could call Sarah and Sean. We could ask your brother and Liam to come," she chirped excitedly. I didn’t really like bowling much, but my other friends loved it. We probably ended up going about one a month.

"Sure, I’ll call them." I grabbed my cellphone and dialled Sarah’s number.

"I’ll go ask sex god one and two." Kate smiled, skipping out of my bedroom.

I followed behind her as Sarah answered. "Hey, Sar, want to come bowling?" I asked cheerfully, as Kate plopped herself down next to Jake on the couch, practically sitting on his lap.

"Yeah sure. What time?" she replied, sounding excited.

"We’ll meet you there in, say, an hour?" I suggested, looking at my watch, it was only just after ten now so that should be fine.

"OK. I’ll call Sean, I can pick him up on the way," she chirped.

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