Secretary's Secret Lover
Chapter 533 Susana’s Memory (2)

Chapter 533: Chapter 533 Susana’s Memory (2)

Hearing his question, Susana also saw a trace of irritation in his deep-set eyes.

Did he think that she was trouble?

Susana could not describe what she felt right now. His reaction was like a bolt from the blue to her.

Marlon was very troubled and did not know how to deal with it. Because when he woke up, the person lying next to him was someone he had treated as a little sister for years.

This feeling was so terrible that it could not be described.

The tone of Marlon’s voice became colder. "How come you got here?"

Susana was startled by the cold look in his eyes and was at a loss.

She twisted her fingers and whispered, "I heard that you were injured, so I asked Mr. Field to bring me here."

Hearing this, Marlon became even more impatient and he said fiercely.

"What’s wrong with you, Susana Bard? Do you think that this is someplace you can get in?"

It was the first time that Marlon called her by her full name.

His tone and expression were very strict.

Susana sneaked out after she was scolded by Kamila.

Last night, she experienced her first sex, which was bad and painful, and now Marlon still harshly scolded her. In an instant, she felt bitter and sour.

Marlon’s face darkened, which made him look aggressive.

Susana was very wronged. She held back her tears and lowered her head, apologizing, "I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have come..."

Marlon noticed the red marks on her fair neck, and the anger in his heart surged even more.

She was lucky to find him tonight. What if she was sexually assaulted by some stranger?

But it was not a good thing for her either. Marlon was good at handling interpersonal relationships. But he had no experience dealing with this.

He only knew that he was very angry now.

Because she came to him without permission!

Marlon was drugged, and that’s why he couldn’t control himself.

A partner tried to drink him under the table and arrange a woman for him.

How could Marlon sleep with a woman he didn’t know? So he got a private room and hid in there.

Unexpectedly, the desire in his body grew so strong that when he stood up to find his phone, he accidentally hit his head on the coffee table.

Finally, he got his phone and called Roger. He did not expect Susana to come over as well.

Originally, this matter didn’t have to happen. Moreover, he did not have the time to deal with such a complicated relationship now.

And what kind of place was a bar?

Compared to those sexy mature women, Susana, who was dressed like a student, was more likely to attract people’s attention. Something might happen to her.

When Marlon thought of this, his face was gloomy. "Susana, I don’t need you to worry about me no matter what happened. I think you forgot your identity. Is the Lynn family too indulgent with you?"

Marlon just wanted to scare her so that she wouldn’t dare to come to a bar again.

However, for Susana, what he said hurt her a lot.

Susana’s eyes turned red. She had to clench her fists so hard to hold back her tears.

Crying now would only make him feel more annoyed.

It was also this day that all the confidence she had built up over the years disappeared.

She fell into a strange loop, and in front of Marlon, she could no longer raise her chin again.

Marlon was extremely reserved, and he rarely flew into such a rage.

He called Roger and talked on the phone in a bad tone. Then he got up and threw a suit on the sofa for Susana.

He looked impatient when he did it.

Susana could tell that he was trying to get rid of something he did not want to touch.

She stiffly put on the suit. Now that things had happened, she had to put on something before she walked out.

Kamila was right. She should have known her place, and she should not have any feelings that she should not have.

It was just as Marlon had said.

It was not her place to worry about him.

Marlon was the eldest son of the Lynn family, and Susana was just the daughter of the nanny. The two of them were not in the same world at all.

She should not have thought that she could care about Marlon and fall in love with him just because he was kind to her.

Marlon’s warning woke her up.

Yes, everyone had their own place.

Who was she?

She was just a servant’s child who lived in the Lynn family’s servants’ room, and nothing more.

Marlon turned to look at her and saw her standing with her head down as if she was at a loss.

The wide suit on her body covered her knees, making her look particularly thin and small.

Her dark eyes used to always sparkle like stars when she looked at him.

However, at this moment, her eyes were dimmed and emotionless. Coupled with her pale face, she looked lifeless, as if she was on the verge of collapse.

Marlon was slightly stunned. It suddenly occurred to him that he might be too fierce just now.

Susana was only eighteen years old. Compared to him, who had no experience in dealing with relationships, she should feel even more helpless at this moment.

After thinking for a moment, Marlon said, "What happened tonight..."

"It doesn’t matter." Susana hurriedly said, "I’m fine. Mr. Lynn. Don’t worry. I won’t tell anyone."

Marlon paused, unable to finish his words.

Susana thought that he had doubts, and she immediately promised, "Don’t worry, Mr. Lynn. I swear that I will tell no one what happened tonight. And I know..."

She didn’t know what to look at. When her gaze fell on the mirror, she saw Marlon’s tall and handsome figure.

He looked so outstanding and unreachable.

"I know my place." Susana’s voice trailed off.

This incident was easily solved. Marlon should have felt relaxed, but instead, he felt agitated, as if something blocked his chest.

It should not have ended up like this.

Marlon took a step closer. Just as he was about to speak, Susana suddenly stepped back like a frightened bird.

Then, she opened the door and ran out, as if she was running for her life.

When Roger saw Susana, he let out a sigh of relief. "Ms. Bard, here you are! I was so scared. I couldn’t find you anywhere just now!"

Kamila was the head butler of the Lynn family. Susana just lived with Kamila, and she didn’t work in Lynn’s place.

Therefore, Roger would call Susana "Ms. Bard" in private. In the past, Susana had also told him that it was inappropriate, but Roger insisted, saying that he regarded her as a lady.

So Susana no longer tried to correct him.

But now, it sounded too harsh when she heard Roger call her "Ms. Bard".

Susana felt like she was a rat crossing the street, wantonly showing off her title that did not belong to her.

"Mr. Field, please don’t call me that again. I am the same as you. If you want, just call me Susana."

Roger didn’t know what was going on and agreed, "Sure, if you want, I will call you ’Susana’."

"Thanks."

Marlon approached. Seeing that she was standing in the cold wind, he immediately frowned. "Why don’t you get into the car?"

Susana lowered her head. "After you, Mr. Lynn."

Marlon was speechless.

After he got in the car, he saw Susana going directly to the passenger seat. As soon as she opened the car door, she heard a deep voice come.

"Sit in the back."

Susana paused and did what he said. She got into the back seat, but only occupied a small place.

The pain in her body made her unconsciously bend her waist and try to curl up.

"Are you not feeling well?"

Marlon frowned and tried to raise his hand to touch her forehead as usual to test her temperature.

However, Susana quickly moved aside to the window and stayed away from him.

Marlon did not raise his hand and slightly clenched his fist.

"I’m fine, Mr. Lynn."

Susana concealed her emotions and her voice sounded gentle. It seemed that everything was normal.

Therefore, Marlon started to think about how to deal with that man who drugged him tonight.

The car drove steadily on the road.

However, the car was quiet.

Perhaps it was because of his headache and hangover, Marlon leaned against the back of the seat and closed his eyes, looking like he had fallen asleep.

Susana covered herself in the large suit, trying her best to erase her existence, not even daring to breathe too loudly.

When they passed by a pharmacy, Marlon suddenly stopped Roger.

Roger quickly asked, "Mr. Lynn, what do you need? I’ll go get it."

Marlon glanced at Susana and said, "I’ll go myself."

He got out of the car and soon, he came back up with a paper bag in his hand.

After they got home, Susana got out of the car and wanted to run away when she was stopped by Marlon.

Marlon handed the paper bag to her and said, "Don’t forget to take it."

Susana saw a box in it saying "emergency contraception". She immediately covered the paper bag tightly and said in a low voice, "Got it."

Marlon hesitated for a while and said, "What happened tonight happened so suddenly. It was also my fault. I failed to control myself. If you are hurt, you have to let me know."

Susana held back her tears all the way. But now, hearing his gentle voice, she couldn’t help but let them stream down her face.

Marlon lowered his eyes and sighed, "Susana, I was confused just now. In addition, I was worried that you would be in danger if you went to the bar alone. I was too harsh to you just now. I’m sorry. Don’t take my words seriously."

Marlon frowned and continued, "I can’t have a relationship for the time being. And I’m afraid that I can’t give you an explanation."

Marlon knew that he was being a jerk to say so.

He himself was confused about this matter. Not to mention Susana, who was young.

But he watched Susana grow up, and he was afraid that she would be psychologically hurt, so he said gently, "If you want compensation, I will do my best to give you everything you want."

Alena and Yvette had not been found yet. He had sworn that before he found his mother and sister, he would not marry and would not have any relationships.

So this was the only thing he could say at the moment.

In the night, Susana’s beautiful face was as pale as a sheet and her figure was thin and small.

Marlon felt quite a bastard, but he couldn’t give her any promise. He could only tell the truth.

"If you are not satisfied, I can go to Mrs. Bard and ask her for forgiveness."

"No!" Susana lost her calm and exclaimed, "Don’t tell my mother!"

Seeing that she was finally willing to speak, Marlon relaxed a little bit. He said gently, "Go back and think about it carefully. If you have any plans, just tell me. I respect your decisions."

Susana did not expect that Marlon would explain it to her and apologize to her.

But how could she ask him for compensation?

If she did, it would make her a scheming woman and make this whole thing like a trade.

Perhaps she was just a passerby in his life. But for Susana, he was the first person she liked and the only person she would give out her virginity to. She did not regret it.

She lowered her eyes as she said, "I don’t have any plans, and I don’t need compensation. Just let’s forget about this and pretend that it has never happened. Mr. Lynn, don’t worry."

Seeing that she was so obedient and didn’t care about what happened tonight, Marlon felt a trace of irritation in his heart.

He put his hand on her shoulder and told her word by word.

"Susana, you have to understand that even I can’t bully you."

Susana returned to her room and soaked herself in the bathtub.

She kept thinking about the last sentence he told her.

He said that even he could not bully her.

In fact, Susana understood that it might be just as what Marlon said that he threw a tantrum toward her out of concern tonight.

But there were some things that once spoken out would become a scar that was carved in the heart.

When she thought of it again, all the grievances and sadness that she felt at that time would also be awakened.

She couldn’t make it or forget about it at all.

Susana tried to avoid Marlon for the next few days, and maybe Marlon was also doing the same. The two of them had not met for a few days.

One day, after school, Zachery asked Susana to go to the study room to see him.

After entering the study, Susana stood respectively and asked, "Mr. Lynn, I understand that you want to see me."

Zachery raised his head and looked at Susana with a smile. "Susana, you are eighteen years old now, right?"

Susana nodded.

Zachery said, "I heard that you want to study design majors at university."

"Yes, sir."

"Have you thought about going to Italy? The Polytechnic University of Milan is quite famous."

Susana was stunned and did not understand why Zachery suddenly mentioned the Polytechnic University of Milan.

Italy was quite far from here.

Susana was already preparing to apply for the local design school, which was also a very famous university. This way, she could stay by Kamila’s side and take care of her.

"Mr. Lynn, I plan to apply for the local design school," she said honestly.

Zachery smiled and pulled out a document bag from the drawer. "This is some introduction to the schools in Italy. Take a look before you make your decisions. I will pay for your tuition fees and living expenses, and go through the formalities for you."

Susana did not want to go to such a faraway place to study. The local school was a good option for her.

Moreover, she had earned her tuition fees. She didn’t even ask Kamila for money.

Out of courtesy, she took the document bag and said, "Thank you, Mr. Lynn."

Seeing that she took over the bag, Zachery looked satisfied. "Susana, what happened in the bar was a mistake. Marlon failed to choose the right partner and was drugged. What he did was wrong. I have already taught him a lesson."

Susana did not expect Zachery to know about what happened in the bar.

Instantly, she went pale.