Race With a Heart
Chapter 141: It’s Just Love

Chapter 141: It’s Just Love

Jack turned again. He clearly couldn’t sleep. It seemed as if what had happened today was really bothering him. Kevin Moore knew that his lover felt remorse. Could not be different. It was Jack after all. Kevin’s back to him sighed.

"I’m not mad anymore," he announced. "And I’m not jealous. But I feel hurt. I have to process these emotions in myself. "

"I’m really sorry ..."

"I know. I have no grudge against you. After talking to Steve today, I can even understand why you care for them so much. "

"Really?" Jack was suddenly excited.

Kevin rolled over and his face almost collided with Jack’s. The warmth of Lambert’s breath brushed Moore’s cheek.

"Steve impressed me," Kevin announced, trying to ignore the effect Jack’s closeness had on his body. "He is ... extremely strong."

Lambert nodded in the dark.

"You know," noted Jack, "Steve started changing from day one Martin showed up at the stables. I didn’t notice it right away, but when I think about the past, some nuances seem so obvious... Steve has always been withdrawn and almost absent. But since Martin came ... "

"Something finally got him interested. Or someone," Moore corrected immediately. "You know you’re as important to me as Martin is to Steve?"

"Probably not exactly the same ..."

Kevin shook his head and touched Lambert’s cheek.

"I’m not traumatized," admitted young professor, "and I’m not self-destructive, but before I got to know you, there was a void in my life too."

"No kidding. You have tons of academic achievements that didn’t come out of nowhere. You have an excellent job, even two ... "

"It was all there to fill my void. I had to keep myself busy so as not to think about how lonely I was. "

"Kevin, someone like you could have literally any woman!"

"Maybe I have never been attracted to women? I mean, I wasn’t a virgin, but my level of satisfaction was purely biological. Your appearance took my satisfaction to existential heights. "

"You are talking dirty again," Jack remarked. "You know how it turns me on when you start speaking your scientific language ..."

"Jack, I’m serious. You are no less important to me than Martin is to Steve, so I don’t want you to risk getting into any trouble from my father. Can’t you understand it? "

"Your father is not a monster. He will not hurt the man his son loves. "

"There are different kinds of abuse. He’s not gonna hit you, of course, he won’t send thugs on you. But he can humiliate you with words. He may be talking badly about your ... "

Kevin paused. He realized he was going too far.

"About my unknown origin, right?" Jack asked indifferently. "I am not ashamed of the fact that I grew up in an orphanage. It wasn’t a good place, but it wasn’t horrible either. Nobody beat me or hurt me in any worse way. I also did not beat anyone and did not hurt anyone. I have nothing to be ashamed of. "

"Sorry, that’s not what I meant."

"Do not worry. I know. But your father would never have hurt me on purpose that way either. He can tease me, but never like this. I know because he raised a son like you. "

Kevin smiled at the words. If his father had accepted his relationship with Jack, everything would have been different. Jack was strong and chose not to see people evil, but Kevin’s own father was showing great intolerance towards him. Despite this, Lambert not only did not hold a grudge against him, but also spoke good words about him.

Sweet, naive Jack.

"You sound like I’m a child," Moore remarked slightly reproachfully, "but I’m the older one."

"Just a little," Jack noted. "Plus, we live in a society where it doesn’t matter, otherwise you’d have some objections if I did what I do with you."

"Maybe I have?"

"Do you want us to swap?" Jack asked shyly.

"Not necessarily," Kevin replied with a smile. Almost immediately there was a sigh and a question, "Are you sure my father wasn’t mean to you?"

"I am. I think Michael is slowly getting used to the thought that you are with me and ... he misses you. "

Kevin missed his father too, though he wasn’t going to admit it. Admittedly, little Kevin has always been closer to his grandfather than to his father, but after his mother’s death, the father clearly approached his son.

Michael never really ruled Kevin’s life. Michael has always believed in his common sense. He allowed Kevin to choose a school and a career path. Admittedly, he proposed arranged marriages, but he always chose not the women with the greatest capital, but those with the best personality traits. He insisted that his son get married but did not force him to do so. Kevin had to attend certain receptions, galas, inaugurations, etc., but although very rigid, these were not terrible events. Kevin did feel a certain pressure on his father’s expectations, but which child doesn’t feel the same pressure from his parents? The relationship between them was really good. Until Kevin announced that he was dating Jack.

Father did not make a scene for him. He didn’t start an argument. However, he said a few blunt words about responsibility to capital and to the family.

While Kevin could understand responsibility to the family, he was, after all, the only child of his parents, he did not understand responsibility to capital. He didn’t understand why the president’s only son turning gay had to be so important in the stock market. He didn’t understand why taking him out of the bachelors market would reduce the flow of capital between investors. He did not understand why in the twenty-first century, despite their apparent freedom, people are still treated like objects.

It was Kevin who raised his voice, and it was he who told his father a few strong words. Michael pointed out to him that Kevin was taking advantage of the property his father was amassing. Then the younger Moore smiled faintly and explained that since he had reached the age of majority, he had not touched the family money. He maintains himself. The only things he has from his family are two warehouses with antique that he inherited from his grandfather and the house he also got from his grandfather. But his father didn’t even know that.

At any rate, Kevin didn’t need the money his father was dealing with. He did not need to increase this property. He worked two jobs, and although the police paid him ridiculously low money, it was enough for his needs and he could save a lot, and if something unexpected happened, he would be able to support himself and Jack. He was young, strong, healthy and smart, so if necessary, he might even find an extra job. He didn’t need to be imprisoned by family money.

But he needed a family alone. So when his father told him to choose, Kevin felt real pain.

So you can’t really have everything in life. Everyone has to make painful choices and give up something they love. Or someone.

Well, if so, Kevin didn’t even think. He chose. And his choice lay in front of him, shrouded in the darkness of the night and yet lighting his heart as much as no one had ever done before him.

"Jack, I love you, do you know that?"

"I know, Kevin. Of course I know. After all, I made you fall in love with me."

"It was one of the best things you could do," Moore praised. "Don’t try your skills on another man or it will be bad."

"Bad?" Lambert asked provocatively.

"Then it won’t stop with threats of spanking," Kevin announced in a cold voice.

"I wish it not to end only with threats now," Jack sighed.

"Was it not enough for you of what we had yesterday?"

"Not enough," Lambert shamelessly admitted. "I always don’t have enough of you."

"But I had too much of you yesterday," said Moore. "We can play, but without getting in."

"No problem," Jack suddenly perked up, stretching his hand under the sheets towards Kevin’s crotch. "We don’t always have to go all the way. Sometimes we can just caress each other a little. "

Judging by the zeal with which Jack went to work, Kevin had reason to believe that it would not stop just petting. In fact, he would be surprised if ’a little caress’ was all they did that night.

It’s not like they were both insatiable sex demons. They didn’t make love every night. However, both of them were under a lot of stress due to recent events, and nothing brought the man so much relaxation as good sex. Especially if it was sex with someone you love.

Kevin brought his face close to Jack’s. He took his head and with his tongue, very gently, he open his lover’s lips. Lambert sighed passionately, and Moore felt his hot breath in his mouth. A breath as hot with desire and passion as his own...

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