My Dominant Contract Husband Won't Let Me Go
Chapter 168 - 167 His Self-Deception (5)

Chapter 168: Chapter 167 His Self-Deception (5)

Yes, all along, he had no interest in women. Those women, either pretentious and willful or affected and artificial, just looking at them made him feel sick, let alone anything else.

So, all these years, there was only Zhou Yalin by his side.

However, he never laid a hand on Zhou Yalin.

They had been dating for years, the most they did was hugging, and that was when Zhou Yalin took advantage of his distraction to suddenly embrace him. That hug lasted only three seconds before he pushed her away, for which Zhou Yalin was upset with him for a long time.

In modern society, couples who have been dating for years and still maintain such a pure relationship is indeed... a bit abnormal.

To say he never felt an impulse towards Zhou Yalin would be a lie.

During the time he was blind, when he realized his feelings for Zhou Yalin, he always had an uncontrollable urge to be close to her, which is a man’s instinct towards the woman he loves.

It’s just that at that time, he didn’t know what Zhou Yalin was thinking. Whenever he wanted to get close to her, she would always subtly avoid him. At first, he could attribute it to her shyness and reserve, but as time went on, he indeed became quite puzzled.

When he asked her, she always said it was nothing, that he was overthinking, that he was too sensitive. And because he couldn’t see, he couldn’t discern her true thoughts from her eyes or expressions.

Of course, sometimes he would become irritable and had moments of being forceful, but at that time, she knew how to exploit his soft spots too well. Whenever he lost his temper, she would gently act coquettishly with him. His heart couldn’t resist her trick, and he would soon relent and repeatedly forgive her.

Later, after his eyesight recovered, Zhou Yalin took the initiative to be close to him, but for some reason, he no longer felt that impulse.

Zhou Yalin’s approach not only failed to stir him in the slightest, it even made him feel... somewhat repulsed.

Because of this, Zhou Yalin once cried to him in grievance, asking why, when he was blind, he was willing to be close to her, but after he recovered, he became distant.

Why?

He himself couldn’t understand the reason for his aversion. He pondered over and over, for a long time, and finally concluded that perhaps he was just inherently more emotionally detached from women.

Until... he slept with Dong Xin Yan.

That night, even now, he still found it difficult to believe. He had been so completely spellbound that he ended up sleeping with Dong Xin Yan.

After the passion, Dong Xin Yan fell into an exhausted sleep. He sat up, leaned against the headboard, his dark eyes looking at the white sheets imprinted with a spot of red.

Dong Xin Yan was a first-timer, and so was he.

His heart was pounding fiercely, throbbing with a mysterious joy spreading wantonly through his body, absent of his usual aversion and repulsion.

He never thought that the first woman he didn’t feel aversion and repulsion towards would be Dong Xin Yan...

So, the next day he regretted it and proposed a three-month arrangement, partly because of that inexplicable feeling of familiarity, and partly due to this reason as well.

No man would deny his own desires.

So he thought the various differences he felt towards Dong Xin Yan might be because he was interested in her body, just an effect of hormones.

Nothing else, nothing at all!

Yes, nothing at all!

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