My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 90: Death to Escape

Chapter 90: Death to Escape

I remember, not everything but I remember that I used a magic to leave a message for myself, it activated and with that two commands were given to me, the first is to create a useful magic.

But I’m not sure what a "useful" magic is, so I created something that I judged to be useful, and the second thing was a suicide command, but it seems not to have hit the conditions to carry out the second command yet.

However, thanks to the recorded message, I know the situation I’m in, I’m being deceived by Alyssa, we’re not a couple or anything like that, in fact she’s just a crazy person.

As we enter her room, I think about what else I’m losing, but when I think too much, my head hurts, so it’s hard to think, I wonder why I gave myself that command to kill myself.

What the previous "me" knows that I don’t know and what the perfect activation condition is, I question, I think I know partially.

"Here we are Shizune, you can [Act relatively freely]" She gives the command and now I understand that it’s a command because I’m a slave, anyway a magic that I consider useful was created.

I just have to obey for now.

"..." I hug her, I want sex, so my acting freely is apparently wanting sex.

"Can I...touch you?" She nods with a mischievous smile, I start to undress her carefully, feeling excited just by that, while my love juice drips down my legs.

I start to touch her skin gently, feeling the softness it has, it’s really very good.

"Shizune, how about you show me how you masturbate? I want to understand you better," she says as I touch her body.

"Ah, it can be" I just agree, I feel like my magic is recovering through lust, but it was blocked, anyway it doesn’t matter, no command of mine asks me to use magic.

"I got some of the toys that were left over from your castle, so I’m really curious, you can get one from that chest over there," she points out, containing a soft moan from my touch.

I move away from her with a lustful sigh, since my conversation with Sayuri until now, I feel that I can control myself if I really focus my attention on it, so it’s bearable.

My memories are a bit messy because of Alyssa, but it turns out that anything involving Sayuri is intact, it seems that nothing can affect things related to Sayuri using magic.

Which is a blessing, it was thanks to these memories that I noticed inconsistencies and know that Alyssa is crazy, if it weren’t for that, I would have 0 notion that I’m being deceived.

I go to the chest and open it, seeing the toys, without expecting much, I take the one that catches my attention the most in my memories, it’s a dildo with suction cups like a tentacle, but it’s very thick and long.

Being about 35 centimeters and with the highlight of sticking to the vaginal walls, in the end the Shizune of this world liked to try everything and since everything generates pleasure, even that in my memories seems good.

I go in front of Alyssa and stick the dildo to the floor, it stays fixed so that the body moves instead of moving the dildo with the hands.

"Can I use this?" Alyssa blushes looking at the toy and confirms with curiosity in her gaze, she finishes taking off her own clothes and sits on the bed.

"Ok Shizune, you can use it," she gives the order, I move my panties aside, I open my pussy with my fingers, wetting the dildo with my love juice as I squat under it slowly, holding back the moans.

As a reflex of my succubus side, the pupils change to hearts and the body adjusts to the size, collecting the maximum pleasure possible from the act, I go all the way down on it until I reach the bottom, touching my butt on the floor.

But just as I’m about to get up, Alyssa decides to interrupt me.

"[Your sensitivity is 3000 thousand times more as punishment for 1 hour]" I receive a shock of pleasure that runs through my whole body, making me cum like crazy while my mind goes blank.

The pleasure practically fries my brain, being much greater than I’m used to. My body writhes and trembles slightly on the dildo, getting up from it will be a hell of pleasure.

While Alyssa sees me in this state, she starts to masturbate.

"Move, Shizune, put on a good show for me," she says with a mischievous smile as she touches her own pussy with her fingers. After recovering, I put my hands behind my head to highlight my breasts and try to stand up.

The dildo sticks to my vaginal walls, messing with my mind as I have one orgasm after another, but I notice that even for me this is too much pleasure, which gives me a brief idea.

I realized that when I received the order to be a sex doll and got stuck in place, only being able to think, my body almost reached the condition of suicide, I really want to switch worlds.

Losing my freedom in this world has already made my plans crumble, I need to start over in a new world.

So probably if both my mind and my body are incapacitated by reflex, I will kill myself by following the recorded magic.

In other words, if my mind breaks from so much lust, this can trigger the necessary magic, and even if it doesn’t work, I may end up getting so much magic that I can escape, since maybe the blockage won’t work, what comes first is profit.

Of course, the magic I created to help me will be useful in a future world, but my memories about the world swap are strange because of Alyssa, I’m not sure why I’m afraid to go to another world or why to avoid it.

Anyway, what I need now is to maximize the pleasure to the fullest until not even my succubus body can stand it, of course the current state would break the mind of any human, but mine can still think, so 3000 thousand is too little.

"A-Alyssa, that’s too little! Only 3000? You don’t seem like the Alyssa I remember," I have strange memories with her, but according to my memory when I summoned Sayuri, I barely know her.

In other words, some of these memories are false, except that the memories of a being who is death itself cannot be false, so the memories with Alyssa are false.

"...You’re right, I see I was too benevolent [Your punishment will be a sensitivity of 10,000 times without being able to reach orgasm while accumulating it]" My body freezes, too much pleasure at once that takes 2 seconds to process and get used to.

Alyssa seems to see my speech as an affront, showing brief irritation.

My whole body trembles on top of the toy, Alyssa probably thinks that if she breaks me mentally, she’ll be able to keep me, she doesn’t even imagine that I’m letting her do this.

I start to move, forcing my body to move even though I feel crazy pleasure, I go up and down on the toy with force, the toy clinging to my tight walls generating crazy pleasure.

My vaginal walls are slightly exposed when I go up because the toy clings to them firmly, even without noticing, I’m crying while my eyes roll back from pleasure, but I don’t reach orgasm.

My breasts shake back and forth with the movement as Alyssa masturbates watching, I can barely think of anything, my body as a succubus naturally moves on its own to get more pleasure.

I can hardly think of anything, just moving at high speed, the wet sound of impact occurring as the toy creates a large protrusion in my abdomen and pushes my uterus upwards.

Alyssa starts masturbating faster, finding the scene erotic, I barely have time to see her masturbating since I can’t maintain concentration, soon Alyssa reaches orgasm, cumming while moaning my name.

"..."

"You can stop moving, Shizune, let’s try other things now," she says as I collapse on the toy with a spasm, stopping moving just weakened me.

"A-Alyssa..." I murmur her name, this is worse than I thought, the air touching my skin fills me with pleasure, I noticed that my magic started to go to Alyssa, so it seems that the punishments she gives use my magic.

Which makes perfect sense, without magic there’s no way to amplify someone’s pleasure 10,000 times.

"Hmm, let’s see, I think I want to try inspecting your uterus, I’ve heard that a succubus’s tattoos sometimes have a second layer inside, I want to see if yours does and if it does, I want to know if it’s been replaced," Alyssa says with sadism.

She goes to a drawer and gets a vaginal speculum, which is used to open the vagina and have visibility of the uterus, the truth is that Alyssa is right, I have a tattoo inside the uterus as well.

And it hasn’t changed, it’s still in its original form, different from the external tattoo that changed because I became a slave, but it happens that if I tell Alyssa, she will still want to check.

To be more precise, she probably just wants to generate different pleasure for me through sadism, so telling her I have one won’t help at all.

She comes to me and pulls me off the toy, I moan just from that, the toy fixed in my vagina seeming like it won’t come off, but as she pulls with force, she manages to pull me off the toy.

My skin touching the floor generates pleasure for me, so things are complicated, when she releases the accumulated orgasm, I will probably reach the necessary condition.

She pulls me and throws me on the bed, to make it easier, I turn around and open my legs for her, I can hardly wait to switch worlds, I only have a certain fear because in my memories I have some fear of the world swap.

Maybe something bad will happen? Or maybe it’s painful in some way? It’s really hard to have altered memories.

She fits the vaginal speculum in my pussy and starts to open my love juice squirting on it as she does so, the pleasure from this is also pretty crazy, she uses two cervical dilators to open my uterus.

As an extremely sensitive part, I can hardly avoid squirming as she pokes around curiously, opening my uterus to observe inside.

"Oh, how curious! You really have a tattoo in there...but it’s not like mine...tsk," she clicks her tongue, annoyed by this, she opens the vaginal speculum wider.

The pleasure from this makes more love juice drip, she starts to slowly insert her hand, I notice the magic in her finger, obviously dark magic, a taboo for humanity.

It seems to be using my magic as an offering since humans don’t have their own magic as an energy source, she just stretches one finger, inserting it through the open uterus and touches the tattoo, making me squirm.

She starts to change the tattoo with magic in a process that would be painful if it weren’t for the crazy sensitivity and the inability to orgasm, she quickly changes the tattoo and removes the finger and hand.

She licks the finger as if it were an acquired fact and removes the two accessories, my pussy is left gaping for just a few seconds, but as a succubus it soon closes.

"Okay, Shizune, I’m going to get some toys to use on you, wait patiently," she says as she gets up from the bed and goes to the chest.

’...I think I’m going to go crazy...’ I think with a mischievous smile that Alyssa doesn’t see, when I die, I’d love to see the look of disappointment on her face.

As a succubus, I could withstand the shock of receiving so many orgasms at once, but this will certainly leave my body 100% inactive and if I’m right, this condition will result in suicide.

The part that is least controlled by my brain is my tail, so probably my tail, just as it was used to draw an experimental magic circle, will also be responsible for my death.

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