My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 86: Trying to dodge punishment

Chapter 86: Trying to dodge punishment

"..." I look at Sayuri with a horrified gaze, her long black hair and red eyes remind me of the day when she coldly killed me without any mercy, cutting off my head.

Just seeing her here, my body starts to tremble as if from some kind of trauma caused by my first death she is terrifying, and her aura is extremely heavy.

Just looking at her makes it clear that I am trillions of times weaker, even more than can be calculated or said. Her black dress accentuates her body, but it’s not like I have time to look at her body.

My fear far exceeds what I feel, she is terrifying. I think it’s precisely the fear of death that everyone feels when facing her metaphorically, but in my case, I’m physically in front of her.

"You’ve become quite bold, Shizune, forcing me to come here just to display your lust like a whore," Sayuri snaps her fingers and the slime inside me disappears, but the environment also changes slightly, and the ritual circle I made begins to break.

She is clearly very angry, her hatred and anger are evident in her voice, movements, and gaze. Her look at me is disturbing, those red eyes staring at me with pure disapproval.

"W-Wait, p-please, I didn’t want you to see this," I say, crying. I’m much more afraid of her than I thought I would be, but I didn’t want her to see this.

But she was slow to come, and I couldn’t control myself. Lust is stronger than I can control, and I had spent a lot of magic, needing to regain some of it to help me feel better.

"Wasn’t it? You seemed to be enjoying the female body to the fullest with that filthy slime. You really don’t have any love for your life, making me see this. I see you haven’t learned anything from your punishment."

"You seemed very happy and satisfied to have that filthy slime invading you. Was giving you a female body to teach you a lesson a mistake? Wasn’t it supposed to be for you to learn, not use it as a damn prostitute?"

"I-I swear it’s not like that! P-Please let me explain!" It wasn’t my fault, it’s this succubus body that is extremely lewd. I didn’t really want to be having sex with a slime, it just happened.

"Explain!! EXPLAIN? WHAT IS THERE TO EXPLAIN?!" She seems extremely furious. She doesn’t seem at all satisfied to have to meet me again, but I must try to fix everything.

If I don’t calm her down, I won’t be able to try to explain and apologize. If she doesn’t forgive me, I’ll continue with this damn curse and keep dying.

"Please! I swear there’s e-explanation, I wasn’t..."

"Ow!" She jumps on me and starts choking me, but not trying to kill me. It’s more like she wants to silence me. Her nails dig into my neck as she squeezes carefully.

"I didn’t want to see you again! I made it very clear when I cursed you not to come to my realm! Why did you think summoning me here just to show off how much of a whore you are wouldn’t piss me off even more?!"

She squeezes my throat hard, my defense serving no purpose. The difference in strength is very obvious. There’s no way I can physically defeat death. The difference is overwhelming, and it’s only more pronounced by how easily she dominates me on the floor.

"I hate you! I hate you! Why did you come to bother me? You damn traitor! I should kill you for this offense, you stupid whore!"

Aside from anger, sadness is noticeable, making it clear that she is far from having overcome the past love. Her voice is a mix of anger, pain, resentment, and past love, which makes it quite messy. She clearly hates me very much, but also still holds her love and has not forgotten or overcome it.

"L-L-Let me t-talk" I try to speak with great pain. She is too strong, and I can’t break free from her. My fear doesn’t help at all either she is too terrifying for me. Her gaze is as if she is judging my soul.

She stops choking me, but doesn’t get off me and continues to look at me with disapproval. I feel "naked," as if she is looking at the deepest areas of my being and judging them.

"Speak quickly while you have time," Her voice is extremely cold and hurt. She is clearly not taking the betrayal well at all, being very resentful about it.

"I-I promise I didn’t want to show off or anything like that, it was just my current body," I want to justify why I summoned her and made her see me having sex with a slime.

"I’m a succubus, my current race is a succubus!" I try to tell her that it’s not my fault. This isn’t fair at all, after all, this body does things on its own that I don’t want. I never wanted to have sex like this body demands.

"..." Her gaze narrows as if looking at an abomination. Speaking of being a succubus seems to have only angered her even more, but I don’t understand why she would get angrier because I said I’m a succubus.

"Do you think that’s a good justification? Succubi are only lustful when they themselves want to be. If you display excessive lust, it is by your own will, even if your mind denies it."

"Knowing you’re a succubus just fills me with disgust, as it only shows the lust you hide. I think love is an irony, how can I love someone as bad as you?"

’I didn’t know this was part of me and that I could control it.’ The Shizune in this world has never tried to restrain herself and has always been honest about her desire for sex. I didn’t imagine I could resist.

And I don’t even know how I could try to resist this extremely high lust I have. My memories don’t help with that.

"I-I’m not bad!" I deny this. I know I made a mistake, but I’m not bad. I may not be a good person, but I’m certainly not a bad one.

"You’ve killed roughly 590,000 people. This world we’re in is small, and that’s the equivalent of 47% of human life. Are you good? Don’t joke with me."

’I-I killed so many like that?’ I didn’t know. I know I killed a lot, but hearing this directly has a different impact than I thought, and makes me rethink this choice.

"You killed all those people just to summon me. You’re not a good person, don’t try to deceive yourself. You’re selfish and always have been. I’m just too blind, letting my love ignore your wickedness."

"I should never have loved you... Why did you betray me? I really don’t understand you! First you betrayed me, and now you kill others to possibly try to get rid of your punishment."

"You’re so low and vile, I don’t know how I could have loved you and how I can still love you when you’re like this!"

"T-This punishment is unfair!" I say angrily. Okay, maybe killing people was extremely bad, but I’m desperate. Dying so much is driving me insane.

"Unfair? Haha, what a funny joke. You betrayed me and now you say your punishment is not fair? Your punishment is more than fair. You hurt my feelings and broke my heart. Nothing is fairer than me hurting your feelings and breaking your heart."

"Your suffering still doesn’t even come close to being equivalent to mine. I bet you summoned me thinking you could trick me or beg for forgiveness."

"But I won’t accept that. I’ll never forgive you before you’ve suffered enough. In fact, seeing you so soon just pisses me off."

"I think you haven’t learned anything from this, so I’ll help you notice your mistakes!" The room goes dark, then clear, and dark again, repeating faster and faster.

"W-What are you doing?!" I ask in fright.

"Accelerating time until the day of your fateful encounter. I hope you enjoy, and the next time you summon me, I’ll torture you myself before killing you. Suffer your punishment properly, and maybe someday I’ll forgive you."

Sayuri disappears, and the magic circle on the floor breaks.

"..." I’m left alone in the room, shocked. Soon a servant knocks on the door.

"Q-Queen! The Heroine is in the castle! And almost all the servants have already been killed," the servant says, desperate.

"..."

"How long... has it been since I killed the humans?" I try to figure out how much time has passed, although I still don’t understand everything.

"I think it’s been almost 6 years, Queen! But that’s not important now. We were winning, but now because of the Heroine, we’re being exterminated. We need you."

’6 years... jumped in time... in 6 years...’ I swallow hard. It’s all obvious now the Heroine is the Yandere, it’s clear from what Sayuri said. I don’t know why the Heroine supposedly likes me.

But I won’t give Sayuri that satisfaction. I’ll defeat this Yandere with everything I have. I’ll start by blowing up the whole castle. If she’s invading the place, I’ll just make everything collapse on top of her.

"Go delay her, I need time," I order in a cold voice. I’m disappointed. Sayuri didn’t even let me speak or apologize. She just judged me and made my situation worse.

I begin to use the remnants of the previous magic circle to create an explosive. Fortunately, I’m not too tired thanks to the slime, which gave me some help.

"..."