My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 82: Plans and Attempt at Self-Control

Chapter 82: Plans and Attempt at Self-Control

Arriving at my room, I quickly enter and close the door with some haste. My room is as luxurious as I expected, filled with sex toys scattered around the corners.

On the bed, the floor, the walls, the tables, and the dressers, there are all sorts of aphrodisiacs and poisons of various types to provide extreme stimulation.

And in some glass jars, there are certain little monsters to give me pleasure, like slimes and tentacles. Of course, the Shizune of this world is a complete nymphomaniac obsessed with sex.

But as a succubus, I suppose that was to be expected. My own room has an extremely strong scent of lust and aphrodisiacs to the point where it’s uncomfortable.

Honestly, it’s like a den of the sin of lust or something like that, and I feel an extreme desire to masturbate, but I ignore it.

"S-Sayuri, I need to summon her, I can’t stand dying anymore!" It was hell to receive so many memories, and it was also shocking to know that I’m no longer human. This life has affected me too much.

I don’t even know what aspect of personality I inherited, since I inherited so much all at once, and I simply don’t care, I just feel afraid of dying and to not die, I will kill.

I don’t care anymore, I just don’t want to die. It was so painful, as if my head was being torn into pieces while something was stabbing my brain, but at the same time, it wouldn’t let me die.

I go to a bedside table and grab a ritual knife that I keep for use in certain magics, but I won’t perform any magic from my memories of this world.

What I will do is the ritual that was in Guilherme’s book, the one to summon death. I also studied a lot about it on the internet, and with this world, I’ve acquired an extreme knowledge of magic.

Although most of it is just magic related to lust and sex, others are actually attack spells and ritual formulas of various types.

Using both bodies of knowledge, I create a new magic circle in my head. I cut my finger with the dagger and begin to draw it on the floor with my blood.

I hope it works, considering that my blood is now practically pure aphrodisiac instead of common blood.

I spend some time drawing and adjusting the magic circle on the floor. If everything goes well, this magic circle will accumulate deaths so that I can summon a being like Death.

If I don’t know what I’m calling, what will appear is just a random herald of death, but since I know that Death’s name is Sayuri, I can summon her directly, skipping other steps.

"...It’ll work! I’m sure she’ll forgive me..." I mumble, somewhat desperate about it. Now that the magic circle is active, I just need to kill people.

I leave my room, trying to ignore the desire to have sex, and start looking for someone to provide me with my weapon. I’m not weak, so I have the power to decimate the necessary number of lives to summon Sayuri.

Running through the corridors, I end up finding the castle’s "weapons master", a Minotaur with a giant axe.

I look at him, but even though I don’t want to, my gaze always goes to his groin, and a wild imagination of sex arises, as in my memories, I know he is very large.

"Queen, do you need something?" He asks me when he notices me.

"Sex...I mean, weapon! I want my weapon, I’m going to start killing humans directly."

"...?" He looks at me confused. Normally, I don’t leave the castle and don’t care about humans unless it’s to have sex, so my action makes perfect sense to be confusing.

"Didn’t you understand? GIVE ME MY WEAPON!" I yell at him angrily. Every second I spend near any being, the more I feel the desire to have sex. I want to get out of the castle and stay away from living beings.

"Okay, Queen, please follow me and forgive me for my insolence," he bows slightly for 3 seconds and then stands up, going somewhere, and we follow.

’Damn...it’s so hard for me to control myself!’ It’s like a repetition. In my brain, sex occupies 80% of my cognitive abilities. Out of 689 years of memories, about 650 are just about sex.

My routine in this world is sex in the morning, sex in the afternoon, and sex all night, and so it repeats the next day, 7 days a week and 365 days a year for several consecutive years.

If I’m not having sex, I’m just doing basic castle administration or sneaking into the human kingdom to have more sex.

It’s simply absurd. I don’t even have time to eat because semen is my food, since I’m a succubus and I feed on the vitality of my partner during sex.

Of course, as a normal succubus, I don’t take so much that they die or it’s harmful. I just take the maximum that I can without killing my partner.

But of course...as a perverted succubus, during interrogations or with prisoners, I have sex with them until I completely drain their vital energy, killing them.

So it’s not difficult to kill someone just by having sex. In fact, in this life, I’ve already killed many enemies by seducing them and having relations with them until they are completely exhausted.

"Here is your weapon, Queen." Without even noticing the time passing, we arrive at a room where my weapon is. My weapon is simply...my nails.

[Fry’ahrt] They are 10 small blades that attach to my nails, forming claws. They have the effect of poisoning the target with any poison previously placed on the blades, as a secondary effect, it strengthens the poison on the blades.

They are basically very nice-looking nails that serve for close combat, and as a succubus, my preference is to be as close as possible to the target, precisely to have sex.

Even the poison used in this weapon is my blood, which is the world’s most powerful aphrodisiac. Just a drop of my blood diluted in a 100-liter barrel already forms a powerful aphrodisiac.

And a drop of my blood diluted in 1,000 liters of water forms a strong aphrodisiac, and a drop of my blood diluted in 10,000 liters of water forms a weak aphrodisiac.

In other words, my blood is the most potent sexual stimulant drug in the world, where even when highly diluted, it still has extremely high powers.

Of course, this is just because I am a true succubus, a more powerful subspecies of succubi. So even if I wasn’t the Queen of Demons, I would still be the Queen of Succubi.

It’s just that since I’m the strongest demon, I ended up becoming the Queen of Demons, and the title of Queen of Succubi was overshadowed.

I put my weapon on my nails. They look very beautiful on my hand, and since they are nails, they seem to be just an ornament rather than a weapon.

"Queen...are you really going to exterminate humanity? Didn’t you love the orgies they had with you?" The weapons master asks.

’...’ Yes, "I" loved the orgies with humans.

"It doesn’t matter, I hate them now."

’Should I exterminate the demons too?...’ I have to think about that. I don’t know if non-humans can be a yandere, but since I’m no longer human, anyone could be a potential threat.

"Now shut up and get out of here!" I order him away before I jump on him, asking for sex.

I don’t wear armor because I feel extremely uncomfortable when I’m decent...that’s right, I feel uncomfortable if I’m not exposing my body like a whore.

And this is obviously the fault of the race, a race that doesn’t want to be covered, preferring to be exhibitionist, sensual, and sexy, precisely to seek sex.

"..." I start trying to think about how I should do this, but it turns out that killing people for my current self is not difficult, so I think I’ll take a direct approach.

After exterminating humanity, I’ll isolate myself completely. I could even isolate myself now, but humanity won’t leave me alone. As soon as they have the chance, they’ll come to bother me.

However, exterminating humanity is not that difficult. It just didn’t happen before because "I" liked sex so much that I found sex with humans interesting, enjoying the orgies I had with them when I made some escapades from the castle.

Fortunately, I’m not married...although I doubt anyone would want to be married to someone who is like a whore that has been more "driven" than a soccer ball, since almost everyone in the castle has already had a taste of my body.

’It must be in my room...’ I change my course and start going to my room. I’m looking for a map to find out which village I’ll sacrifice to summon Sayuri.

"..." But of course, something on my way interrupts me a sound of moaning and the scent of lust that automatically pulls me into a small room. I slightly open the door and see two demons having sex.

The girl is a succubus and the demon is a Minotaur. My castle has many succubi, as this place attracts them due to the accumulated lust.

Of course, any focus in my mind disappears as I spy on the scene. My tail starts to agitate and enter my pussy. My tail begins to thrust deeply into my pussy as I watch the scene.

My love juices flow as my tail uses my fluids as lubricant. A lustful aura emanates from me, which makes the two become more active. The Minotaur fucks the succubus with force, while I feel a lot of pleasure with it all.

The moans of the two fill me with excitement and make my pussy tighten with need. While I have a strong desire to go in there to participate, I’m just holding back my moans as my love juices drip to the floor.

’J-Just a little bit...a-and she wouldn’t mind lending him to her queen...’ I reach orgasm with my tail hitting my uterus, but trying to maintain self-control, I run away.

I can’t believe I’m really thinking this way. I must get away from this castle as soon as possible. I wonder if I’ll really be able to isolate myself when I feel such a need for sex.

’I need to go get a map and get out of this castle right away!’ I hope I don’t run into anyone else on the way.

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