My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 60: Princess with terminal illness

Chapter 60: Princess with terminal illness

"..."

"Princess, I’m so glad you’re awake!"

"..."

"I’ll inform the king," a butler says as he rushes out excitedly that I’ve woken up.

"Tsk, damn it!" The personality aspect I have here is extreme vanity and arrogance. I have all my memories from age 7 and up.

I am a princess with a terminal illness that will kill me when I turn 18. This illness is called the "Blue Dusk" and occurs with people born during the blue moon in this world, which happens every 18 years.

And when it occurs again, the person dies, which means that in the next blue moon, I will die, and no one can do anything about it.

And exactly for this reason, I in this world was very spoiled by the family, since my fate is sealed.

At least I know who the Yandere is, and the butler who was with him, his name is Aiden, and I’ve known him since my childhood.

He’s the one who puts up with my complaints and anger all the time. I have memories of doing many bad things to him out of stubbornness, but I know he loves me and that he’s the Yandere because he’s already revealed it himself.

And although he’s just a "butler", he was actually the captain of the kingdom’s knights, but lost his position for killing 37 of his allies who insulted me. He also holds the title of the youngest captain, as he became captain at the age of 16.

And he’s weird, he fell in love with me at first sight and even proposed to me in the past, which was obviously rejected, but he didn’t get upset and asked to be my butler.

Of course, since I was very spoiled and my fate is sealed, I ended up becoming arrogant and taking out my anger on those around me, and Aiden is the one who receives the most of it.

However, even though he is publicly humiliated at parties, mistreated, and insulted, he still stays by my side, acting as if nothing happened, while protecting me from any dangerous situation with his skills.

At the moment I was lying unconscious because my illness had attacked. It’s one of the signs that I’m dying. As I get closer to 18, I end up getting weaker, more tired, and sometimes fainting from exhaustion.

"..."

"Daughter, I’m so glad you’re alright," a tall man with a crown arrives. He is the king of this kingdom and my father. My mother is not in the castle at the moment, or else she would have rushed in crying with joy to see me awake, according to my memories.

The king’s name is Hugo Valentine Ectavitre III, a strange name showing that this is a medieval world. According to my memories, this world has magic, but it is extremely rare and few know how to use it.

In addition, the magic of this world is different from the magic of the magical girl world... at least this world has something good, I will die peacefully, Aiden won’t kill me.

Aiden once, during self-punishment, ended up stabbing a sword into his own thigh to punish himself for having hurt me, even though I was the one who slapped him and felt only a slight pain.

And there are other similar cases if I get hurt and he considers it his fault, he also injures himself as a form of punishment. Someone like that wouldn’t try to kill me, it’s easier for him to kill himself than to kill me.

I analyze my father as he hugs me happily that I have woken up completely fine. My "father" is a blond man with blue eyes and considerable strength, as he trains in fencing.

Although he has the appearance of someone who doesn’t tolerate disobedience, he is an overprotective father who always treats me like a child, even though I’m already 17 in this world.

"Father, please don’t hug me so tightly."

’My voice... it’s annoying...’ I have a sickly-sweet and arrogant voice that is unpleasant to hear.

"Daughter, don’t push your daddy away like that. I barely have time to spend with you... and... your birthday is coming up..."

’One month left...’ I’m going to die in a month without the Yandere killing me. I didn’t imagine this was possible. I thought that all my deaths were guaranteed to be somehow related to the Yandere.

At least if I’m going to die, I’ll enjoy this life to the fullest. I’ll stuff myself with food, order others to do what I want, and use what I have to the maximum.

"Father, I want to go shopping. Give me a budget of at least 25% of the treasury!"

I say to my father as I push him away with my weak strength, so he’ll stop hugging me.

"..."

"Anything for you, daughter. MAIDS, COME HERE NOW!" My father shouts with authority as several maids enter.

"Prepare a dress for my daughter right now. She’s going shopping... and... call that boy."

When my father says "that boy", he’s referring to Aiden, although he doesn’t like Aiden, he still trusts that Aiden can defend me from anything.

The maids rush out as my father speaks to me.

"Daughter, I’m sorry, but I can’t go with you. I need to do my work. I’m glad you woke up. Please don’t worry me like that again. You fainted so suddenly."

"..."

"I want to be alone."

"...Haa... Okay, daughter." He sighs a little sadly. I know he blames himself for my illness, even though it was just a coincidence, and he couldn’t control my birth.

’What a strange man...’ I don’t understand how someone can spoil a child so much, even though I don’t treat him well, he is still loving and caring towards me.

My father leaves the room a bit discouraged that I’ve literally expelled him, but I’m not happy to be with anyone now.

I get up from the bed and start breaking everything. I flip the table upside down, break the vases, and throw the sheets up in the air. I also throw shards of the broken vase at the window.

I’m breaking everything to get rid of the anger I’ve accumulated. If I could, I’d kill Flora, that damn bitch who took my intelligence and trained me like an animal.

"..." I’ve broken everything I could with my weak strength, and I’ve left the room a mess. Anyway, it’s not me who’s going to clean it, so I don’t care.

"It seems no one notices that I’m in the world... no matter what happens, unless they’re looking at the world at the moment and something abnormal happens." From what I understand about gods, they take care of many worlds and don’t really look at the worlds for long, only reviewing them at certain times, which means the chance of me encountering a god again for now is almost 0.

At least I’ll enjoy this world to rest. Since I was unconscious, acquiring the memories wasn’t too bad, as they came during the fainting.

"...What are you looking at?" I say to Aiden, who has somehow entered here without me even noticing, showing his skills as a knight with excellent stealth.

"I came to make sure you don’t hurt yourself, Princess."

"Great, then you could jump out the window if you want to please me so much."

I say sarcastically, unable to contain the arrogance.

"!!!"

"HEY, STOP RIGHT THERE!" He really went to the broken window.

"What were you going to do?" I question, knowing he was really going to jump.

"...I was going to jump out the window? Did I do something wrong, Princess?"

"No... you followed exactly what I asked. So could you please leave?"

"That’s something I can’t obey, Princess."

"Insolent!"

"I apologize for being insolent, Princess. Could you forgive me for committing such insolence? Or should I receive a punishment?"

He speaks in a playful tone.

"Yes, you should be punished. Your punishment is to give me the most fun month of my life. I won’t be satisfied with anything less. I’ll be very angry if you fail at that."

I really want to enjoy and rest. I’m so tired of everything, this is the fifth world, and finally, it seems I can have some rest, albeit brief.

He’s surprised for a moment, but soon a smile appears on his face.

"Of course, Princess. I swear on my soul and body that I will give you the best month of your life... and I promise that during your departure, I will accompany you."

"No, you won’t. That’s an order. You must not die in any way. If you die, I... will turn in my grave and end up in hell."

"!!!"

"Never, Princess!! An angel like you is guaranteed to go to heaven... Okay, you win... I promise to give you the best month of your life and be there in your final moments."

He still maintains a playful tone.

I don’t want anyone else dying because of me. I know this will still happen a lot, and honestly, I can’t feel much remorse for the previous world. I hate it too much to care that it was frozen.

However, Aiden is not bad. Even though the me in this world treats him badly, it’s only because I’m constantly on the edge, knowing I’ll die at 18. In fact, I like Aiden as a friend.

He’s reliable, always takes care of me, is kind, and doesn’t try to hide his feelings. His love is already obvious, and he makes a point of highlighting his love and obedience all the time.

So he’s at least tolerable. I think I started hating manipulative people, so Aiden, who is honest all the time, gets a point.

"Aiden, promise me seriously, I know you were being playful... Please promise you won’t kill yourself when I die."

"That’s..." He scratches the back of his head.

"It’s difficult..."

"Promise now or I’ll really start to hate you."

"..."

"Okay, Princess... Haa... I won’t try to accompany you, but then promise me you’ll have fun... but have real fun, not the fake smiles you give to pretend you’re having fun."

"Ha, you can be sure I will. I’ll never let the chance of this 1 month of happiness pass." I say arrogantly, while my breasts sway with my vain pose as I put my hands on my hips.

My body is quite beautiful, although my breasts are the smallest so far. I think my body doesn’t change much overall, what changes the most is my height and breast size.

But in general, I’m always pale, beautiful, and have a body that accentuates my feminine characteristics.

"Pff haha, of course, Princess. Then I hope to see a genuine smile on your face."

"You’ll see, and I guarantee it will be beautiful."

The me in this world couldn’t be happy because I was going to die young, but I, who knows I’m going to another world, don’t have any reason to fear that particular point.