My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 43: Accepting past mistakes

Chapter 43: Accepting past mistakes

Right now I’m at the magic girls’ meeting table while we discuss how to deal with Flora.

The final decision was to give each of us a signal flare, when the flare is activated an alarm will sound for all of us, passing our location none of us should face Flora alone.

I feel a bit guilty for not saying that maybe Flora can stop time, but I don’t know if that’s true and if it’s a lie it can just cause trouble, after all I know how terrible fear can be.

"Okay Shizune, we’ve asked for you to bring your school things, we want you to show us everything you kept in your locker." Rose carelessly throws a backpack on the meeting table, apparently they have ordinary people working for them.

"Okay." There’s nothing out of the ordinary in the things in my locker, I open the backpack and take out my school supplies.

"As you can see, there are only school materials and notebooks...T-This is...I-I swear this isn’t what it looks like!!" I say nervously as Rose and Azuli blush in embarrassment, while Angelica grabs the notebook and flips through it, which shows various drawings of them.

Some in quite embarrassing poses and even them naked, I made these drawings to try to find weaknesses and patterns from various angles, and the reason some are without clothes is because it’s easier to maintain the shape of the muscles and other parts.

"Shizune, I thought I was the only one for you," Angelica says angrily as she throws the notebook on the table.

"T-This isn’t what it looks like, I swear I didn’t draw them for lewd acts."

"Then why did you make these drawings?" Angelica questions angrily.

’I-I can’t say it’s to find weaknesses...’

"I’m sorry..." I can’t think of anything to say, so I just bow and apologize.

"What do you mean, Angelica?" Azuli asks, noticing what Angelica said.

"Ah...this is..." Now Angelica gets nervous, but she sighs and says she’ll be honest, then she starts to tell a little of what happened, though she hides the part about being obsessed with me.

She just says she’s in love with me and that we "started" a relationship a little while ago, but she wanted to keep it a secret since we’re student and teacher.

"Angelica...it’s okay, but you could have trusted us," Rose says, surprisingly easily accepting it, though she seems hurt not to have been properly informed.

"But this doesn’t explain the drawings," Azuli says to me.

"I-I...I don’t know how to explain this, I’m sorry," I can only apologize for having this kind of drawing of them.

I’ve never been good at manipulating people, I’m smart and intuitive, but manipulating people is complicated, I think of a possible solution.

"You know, I-I’m a huge magical girl fan, but you rejected me, so all I could do was like you from afar, p-please don’t judge me, don’t shatter the dreams of a fan like this," I try to appeal to a more sentimental side.

"...Haaa," Azuli sighs.

"Let’s confiscate and destroy this notebook," she says as she grabs the notebook and flips through it.

"W-Wait, don’t look at the last pages!!" I try to take the notebook from her before she sees, but I fail because she moves away, I blush in embarrassment and Azuli’s flush becomes more visible.

"..."

"Hey, Azuli, what’s in there?" Rose pulls the notebook from Azuli’s hand and looks at it, only to also become embarrassed.

What’s drawn on the last pages is my naked body in various positions, and some are quite revealing, as it’s easier to draw without clothes, I was trying to draw my movements based on what I remembered.

Of course, in a fight, everything happens so fast that certain movements are nothing special, but when drawn, there’s no movement, so you notice how some poses are embarrassing.

"P-PLEASE STOP LOOKING!" I yell irritated, why do they keep looking?

They soon realize and stop looking, closing the notebook.

"It was just an innocent mistake," the two say.

"What did you see?" Angelica asks curiously.

"We saw...two very large and fluffy white valleys," Azuli says.

"We saw...A very tight gap accompanied by beautiful white valleys," Rose completes.

’Please someone kill these flat-chested, boobless, lacking breasts harpies and prevent them from talking nonsense,’ I pray, dying of embarrassment with these descriptions, while Angelica doesn’t understand.

"A-Angelica, don’t listen to them, they’re just landscape drawings, I’m ashamed to show my lack of talent in this regard." They’re drawings of me that are nude and so detailed that you can know everything.

Angelica no longer believes and decides to pass.

"Please, can you at least destroy the notebook without looking at anything else?" I ask, and Azuli agrees.

"Okay, everyone, it’s getting really late and I need to go home," Rose says as she moves away from Azuli.

"I also need to do the assignments to hand in to the students," Angelica says as she also prepares to leave.

"Here’s your signal flare, Shizune, I also need to go home and make dinner," Azuli, who lives alone for reasons of personal independence, says her house is empty.

"Okay," I take the signal flare and put it in my pocket, soon everyone leaves, leaving the headquarters alone as I follow Azuli through the streets.

’It’s really been an afternoon...’ And tomorrow there’s school.

’At least Angelica accepted it relatively easily, so she’s not that dangerous of a yandere.’

"Hey, Shizune...what you said about your father, I really regret what happened, but we can’t help everyone," Azuli starts talking to me.

"I know it may not seem fair, but we’re only 3 and the city is huge, we can’t save everyone."

"..."

"There’s no need to justify yourself...no one cared about me either," I tell her. Society can sometimes be so hypocritical that it’s disgusting.

After all, there was no reason to help me, so no one did anything.

"...No one should go through that, but you shouldn’t have become a villain, doing evil just because you suffered is not an excuse, you just spread more evil by doing that."

"..."

"So why didn’t you accept me?" She stops in her tracks.

"Is it really that bad to accept my help just because my magic wasn’t aesthetically pleasing?"

"It’s not quite like that..."

"What’s not quite like that? Do you know how many lives I could have saved with that magic?" She turns to me.

"But it’s wrong, you’re disturbing the rest of the dead."

"...That’s not fair, Azuli, it was the only thing I could do, I didn’t choose this magic and I shouldn’t be forced to hide it, is my freedom not worth anything?"

"It’s not a matter of freedom, it’s not just because you have something you can use."

"So just because I’m the minority, my opinion doesn’t matter?" The anger in my voice is clear.

"What? That’s not what I meant..."

"Wasn’t it? You know how I felt like trash when they said my magic was repulsive and disgusting?" The Shizune in this world felt very bad when Rose said that this magic was something grotesque and repulsive.

"..." Azuli bites her lip.

"You were lucky, it must be amazing to be born with ice magic, it’s a beautiful and versatile magic."

"Rose is also very lucky, she has fire magic, she generates visually stunning attacks and above all they’re powerful."

"And there’s Angelica, her light magic is magnificent, she enchants people as soon as she appears like a star stealing all the spotlight on stage."

"In contrast, my magic is simply overshadowed by the brilliance of your incredible magics, a ’Repulsive’ magic worthy of a villain."

Azuli seems a bit guilty after hearing this, because this comparison is obvious, my magic is not aesthetically pleasing, it doesn’t have as much versatility in unique battles, and ultimately it has a dark aspect.

The very magic that emanates from my body has a visually unpleasant black tone compared to the magical girls’.

"B-But Shizune, you could just not use your magic, you could still do good things even without magic!" She tries to think of something good, but of course the hasty speech is bad.

"Do what? Increase the spotlight on you 3? Imagine me just showing up as a magical girl who can’t use magic and just naturally emits a negative energy," it would be ridiculous.

"...Okay, you’re right, Shizune," she gives up trying to make excuses and agrees.

"Wait, I’m right?" I’m confused when she just admits it.

"We were unfair to you, but we were quite young back then, we had just started and Angelica wasn’t experienced, we really judged you and that was wrong."

"We shouldn’t have done that, if we had accepted you, we could have figured something out, but we rejected you because you seemed unpleasant for the image of a magical girl."

"B-But we no longer see things that way! We’ve learned from our past mistakes and always try to improve."

"Could you try rethinking your anger a bit? I swear in the name of all the magical girls that we’ve changed, we won’t condemn you just because of your magic, we won’t make that mistake again."

"Is that serious?" I ask with doubt.

"Yes."

"I...can I really be a regular magical girl?"

"Yes, you can, although you’ve committed crimes, you’ve always tried not to cross a certain line and that’s good, you deserve a second chance, so just like I changed, you could try to change too?"

"...I...I’ll try," I confirm as we arrive at her house.

"That’s great." She gives me a warm smile that really warms my heart, I think the Shizune in this world has always wanted to hear those words, she’s always wanted to be accepted.

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