Mr. Su's Love Investigation Report -
Chapter 235 Self-discipline...
Chapter 235: Chapter 235 Self-discipline...
She walked a little farther away and continued, "The connection I have with his family... ha..." She chuckled, "I don’t even know where to start. Yes, I know, his mom opposed me being with him, sparing no effort and by any means. Actually, my mom doesn’t approve either. My mom hopes that I can be with a simple person, have a simple relationship, live a simple and ordinary life, without storms, without getting hurt, just happy. But what can I do? I just happened to meet him. I also understand there will be many difficulties in the future, but... I must go on, otherwise, I would regret it..."
After all, she had waited so long, long enough to finally reunite with him.
The calendulas in her vision gradually blurred into a hazy shade of orange, and her low voice echoed in the night, slowly forgetting the surroundings, "His mom saved me once..."
Although it was only a small token of Xiao Xu’s student-grade pleading that led to it, back then Xiao Xu was just a little bean. If his mom hadn’t agreed, no matter how he wished to save her, it wouldn’t have been possible.
"So, I have always remembered this kindness, even if she hates or even despises me, I must return this kindness to feel at ease. I originally thought that the best way to repay this kindness is to love Su Ronggui well, to treat him well, to take care of him, to accompany him; but his mom doesn’t like or accept this method, so what should I do? To let go of him, I can’t do it, and he doesn’t agree either. So, this time, let’s consider it repaid... even though it seems not enough, this is all I can do, and having repaid it, I will feel peaceful inside, and in the future, I won’t always feel I owe his mom anything. Besides, this is the way Su Ronggui has chosen to handle it, and I won’t force him. After all, that’s his mom, no matter how unbearable, she’s still the one who gave birth and raised him. Putting myself in his shoes, I also have a mom, and she’s the most important person in my heart, so how about him? Therefore, since he feels this way is the best, I accepted it. In my opinion, the resilience of anything or anyone is limited, and once you exceed that limit, it will break. He is carefully trying his best to fight for this limit, and this limit happens to be within my tolerance, so I accepted it. As for what you said will happen in the future, I don’t know what will come. I can only wish myself well. Whether it’s my mom’s simple and ordinary or the stormy hardships you mentioned, I will follow his steps, wherever he goes, I will accompany him until the end..." She paused here, initially only wanting to explain the grudge between her and Mrs. Su to Hao Ren, but accidentally said too much, laughing at herself, "Sorry, once I started talking, I couldn’t stop. I even got goosebumps..." She had never said these words to Su Ronggui himself, face-to-face, how could she say them? The two of them still felt more comfortable bickering, of course, he mocked her more often...
Hao Ren hummed, "Give me a break! I almost threw up yesterday’s meal!"
She laughed, "But, Hao Ren, this is my position. You don’t have to be like me, really. If you want to continue pursuing it or have more demands, it’s normal. Don’t worry about me."
Hao Ren sneered, "What’s this trivial matter to me? Let it be. My innocence is restored anyway! That big tree, this little ant can’t shake it for now! I’m going to sleep. You rest early too, goodnight!"
"Goodnight..." She felt somewhat moved inside. Whether Hao Ren’s choice not to pursue was due to her, she wasn’t sure, but if Hao Ren was determined to shake a tree, even if he couldn’t move its roots, he could still strip a layer of bark.
She stood facing the wind, and only now did she feel cold as the cold wind blew. Suddenly, she remembered the room behind her and immediately turned her head to look. The door was still closed...
She breathed a sigh of relief and walked back.
Opening the door, a wave of warmth rushed over her.
Someone was standing by the table, continuing to write where she hadn’t finished. He was wearing the black sweatshirt she had just given him, with matching pants. The orange light shone on the side of his face, soft and hazy, all the lines on his face softened, gentle and handsome.
"All done with your shower?" She felt a warm sensation in her heart, inexplicably a bit sour, a bit sweet, like a jar of fruit candy melting, pooling in her heart.
Suddenly, she really wanted to hug him.
"Xiao Xu..." She walked to his back and wrapped her arms around his waist, resting her face against his back, nuzzling in. The material of the soft sweatshirt was comfortable and warm.
He put down the pen and held her hands that were wrapped around his waist, "Whose call? You went out without a jacket? And you didn’t let me hear it? Your hands are so cold."
"It was Hao Ren." She didn’t hide but also didn’t elaborate on the call’s content. He should have... not heard it, right? The door hadn’t opened...
He didn’t ask either, just pulled her to his front, looking at her writing, which only had two words...
"Look at yours, so long without any progress!" He pointed.
She was fully aware, she knew without looking that it was like pine trees to creeping vines compared to hers, and at this moment, she wrapped around him like a creeping vine, softly calling him, "Xiao Xu... I’ve suddenly changed my mind, about progress, let’s talk about it another day..."
"Hmm..." His voice sounded very gentle as he patted her head, "Then let’s not write."
She exhaled and turned her head to glance at the watch he had placed on the table, "Xiao Xu, it’s late, I should go back..."
He rested his chin on top of her head, silently for a moment, and sighed slightly, "Let’s go, I’ll send you." He picked up her coat and helped her put it on.
He walked her all the way to the bottom of the school dormitory building, stopping under the tree where he often waited for her, holding her hand and lingering.
"What’s wrong?" Usually, Xiao Xu could be clingy, but not this much. In this cold weather, is it fun to be out in the wind? She endured it, smiled at him, "Can’t bear to let me go?"
He gazed into her eyes, "Mm."
Admitted it so straightforwardly? She was a bit surprised, wasn’t this usually her style?
She stood on tiptoe, stretching her hands to cup his face, wanting to kiss him. However, before she touched him, he suddenly pushed her away quickly, then turned his back to her and sneezed.
"Are you catching a cold?" She was startled, then immediately thought about him taking cold showers, "It must be from today’s shower! Xiao Xu, although liking cold showers is a good habit, let’s keep it moderate, and especially in this cold weather..."
Before she finished, Xiao Xu muttered with a frown, "Who likes cold showers?"
Doesn’t like it? But still takes them? Is that self-punishment? But there are disciplined people who live disciplined lives in this world...
She thought about it and continued, "Well, although cold showers can build resilience, and discipline is a good thing, you’re too strict with yourself. Our ordinary people’s lives should be more casual..."
Xiao Xu’s face turned darker again, "Not trying to be disciplined!"
"Then why?" Tu Hengsha couldn’t understand, but she still patiently advised, "Okay, okay, no matter your reason for taking cold showers, I think in this cold weather, it’s better to stop for now. Let’s keep it up in summer; after all, we’re not young anymore..."
"Bang!"
Again, she didn’t finish because Xiao Xu, for some reason, got angry, got into the car, and slammed the door loudly...
She was also helpless, right? He just said he couldn’t bear to let her go. What kind of strange boyfriend did the heavens send to her? So moody, super hard to figure out, has anyone noticed?
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