Love? The Reborn Me Just Wants to Obtain Rewards
Chapter 657 - 282: Counter Push_3

Chapter 657: Chapter 282: Counter Push_3

Big Sister Yu’s eyes were tinged with sadness, but her voice was not hysterical; she sounded quite calm.

Su Huai wanted to confirm once more, but Pei Shuyu raised her hand to cover his mouth and softly stopped him.

"Have you forgotten? I’m an actor too, performing in front of so many viewers in the live streaming room every day. Since the moment I sat on you, your heartbeat has been so steady, only becoming unsettled for a moment when you were about to succeed..."

Damn!

Sis, you’re fucking awesome!

You’re a freak too, feeling my heartbeat at a time like this?

Su Huai was stunned and had to admit defeat.

He had not noticed this slip-up because he couldn’t feel Pei Shuyu’s heartbeat at all, not even if he pressed close, and so he never realized the steadiness of his own emotions was a problem.

Her body fat had acted as an absolute defense, digging a huge pit for the esteemed actor.

Su Huai felt thoroughly convinced of his defeat.

Pei Shuyu kept her gaze fixed on Su Huai’s eyes, watching them go from confusion, to realization, and finally to a relaxed calm, then she let out a self-mocking laugh.

"Actually, I really wanted to play dumb, to play along with you, to satisfy all your vile tastes.

Really, I’m not that valuable, not worth a godlike man like you throwing down 300 million and still pretending to be pure.

I just...

I just hope you know I’m not stupid or dumb, I can accept a lot, but deception is something I just can’t.

Whatever you want, just be frank and discuss it with me, then come and get it.

But why won’t you give me even that little bit of trust?"

It all fell apart.

Everything fucking fell apart.

Anyone else in Su Huai’s position would probably either smash the jar or forcibly demand, or cover their face and run away.

But Su Huai hadn’t given up.

"Yes, my strategy from the beginning was full of purpose."

Su Huai gently placed his hand on her waist, looking at her squarely and started to speak calmly.

"Yuyu, you are special, both mentally and physically.

Actually, I’ve wanted to tell you who I am for a long time.

But after many thoughts, I still couldn’t determine the outcome.

Even today, sitting in front of this window, I’m still pondering: How should I face you?

With you, I can’t make confessions, can’t lure you with benefits, and certainly can’t play orderly and progressive conventional romance.

The problem with confessions is, Gu Jiuyue’s presence is a well-known fact in this school. I can lie, tell you ’I’m just a good friend of hers,’ ’I’m just taking care of her for her family,’ but I don’t want to do that.

I do care more about Gu’s feelings, and I do put you after her, so I can’t say to you: be my girlfriend, I’ll make you happy.

Sorry, I can’t do that.

Nor can I talk about benefits. Talking benefits with a girl who dislikes men will only make you repulsed even more.

Besides, if I think back to the beginning, my appreciation for you didn’t contain any benefit.

So now, I won’t threaten or tempt you with career opportunities.

Would gradually getting in contact with you work?

No.

Your aversion to men is quite severe, and you happen to be a streamer, who can get triggered by all the mess in the streaming room at any time, becoming more radical.

Even discussing openly with you today, one misstep could easily destabilize you.

So, I had to set up an atmosphere with my words, then use actions to fully provoke your competitive nature, let your passion surge, suppress the double aversion mentally and physically, and make a real breakthrough.

Only in this way can you get used to intimate behaviors and relieve your psychological aversion to men.

You are mine, no doubt about it.

I have complex possessiveness over you. I want your body, I want your heart, I want to help you fly by my own hand, and even want to see you surpass me.

I really want to take it slow, but I can’t. Time waits for no one, I must solve the problems between us as soon as possible..."

"Why?!"

Pei Shuyu suddenly interrupted, asking through streaming tears, "We are so young, why are you in such a rush?"

Because...

Su Huai fell silent for a moment, swallowing the real reason, and spoke coldly.

"Because I don’t believe love will favor someone like me, I only believe in what I can control."

Pei Shuyu sobbed and continued to question, "More tricks than sincerity, more calculation than affection, is that what you can control?"

"Yes."

Su Huai looked at her calmly: "I’ve almost done my best, to the utmost extent. I just underestimated your intelligence and sensitivity.

But being as smart as you, it should be easy to understand—

Having more tricks doesn’t mean one can’t find happiness, and having more calculations doesn’t mean I’ll treat you badly. In fact, everything you want, I’ve been providing with all my might.

My affection for you is deformed, and your good feelings for me are similarly so. We were never normal, so why hope for a normal love?

My love died with Chen Nuanhan and Gu Jiuyue, and your love will die with me, that’s the end."

Such brutally cold words instantly shattered the last bit of naïveté in Pei Shuyu’s heart.

But it wasn’t a bad thing because she was never naïve to begin with.

Love?

Love that can’t progress together, love that can’t fully integrate with a career, love that can’t bring enough security and psychological support, no matter how pure or sincere, she doesn’t need it.

Su Huai laid this bare, speaking plainly and piercing her heart like a needle.

Actually, she didn’t hate him, quite the opposite, the honest confession had just unlocked the shackles on her heart, giving her a faint sense of security.

Because all the manipulative tactics of a bastard man were based on one core reason: wanting to possess her completely.

Pei Shuyu broke down crying.

Through her tears, she tore open Su Huai’s bathrobe, mounted him, and took control.

"Alright! You’re badass, you’re amazing, you’re my endgame! Come on, if you’ve got the guts, do me in; don’t fucking just talk! And don’t you dare beg for mercy!"

She truly believed in her own strength, so with Ctrl+A selected, she charged forward with the confidence of certain victory.

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I just don’t want to repeat myself, writing things that have already been written. If it’s not good, just bear with it. Anyway, I can’t write for much longer.

I’ve been working sick without taking a leave. Sometimes there’s a gap in my mind. If you want to curse someone, curse Jiu Si and Yan Bao; they are the ones for this...

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