Livestreaming: I am retarded, but selected to join the analoghorror game?!
Chapter 416 - 305: Thank You_2

Chapter 416: Chapter 305: Thank You_2

The situation closely resembled what is commonly known as dissociative identity disorder, also referred to as double or multiple personalities.

However, Xiao Yi’s case was slightly different. He never displayed behaviors typical of multiple personalities, even if he occasionally pulled off astonishing maneuvers. These acts weren’t vastly different from his usual self, simply making people wonder if he was truly a genius, rather than asking, "Who are you?"

Moreover, there were no interruptions in his memory, among other things, which didn’t quite fit the profile of multiple personalities.

Therefore, Xu Yingguang tended to believe that what Xiao Yi referred to as his "other self" was not another personality. After all, distinct personalities would be considered separate individuals, not another version of oneself.

What he meant by "another self" was probably closer to the ego, the id, or the superego.

Thinking about it this way, it seemed to fit.

Xiao Yi’s id was his normal state, the foolish him.

Xiao Yi’s ego was his current self, who had accepted his past life and regained the ability to think, able to clearly recognize what kind of existence he was.

As for Xiao Yi’s superego... it was probably when he acquired the "Philosopher" ability.

Xiao Yi had talked about matters concerning the "Philosopher" before, so Xu Yingguang had some understanding of it.

But could that really be considered Xiao Yi’s superego? It felt like it extended beyond the scope of the superego.

He transcended the superego; he transcended everything!

Of course, these were just Xu Yingguang’s personal thoughts. As for the specifics, he wasn’t too clear, and he couldn’t think of any other explanation, so he let it be for now.

As for how Xu Yingguang came to know about these things, it was naturally because Xiao Yi had explained them to Xu Woshi and Fei Ye, who had always been concerned about him.

Through this, Xu Yingguang came to understand Xiao Yi’s past, and he finally realized why he couldn’t uncover anything about Xiao Yi’s history himself.

He couldn’t even find information on his parents.

Without putting in extra effort, indeed, it was impossible to trace Xiao Yi’s past.

But never mind those matters; Xiao Yi wouldn’t have come to him for no reason.

So, Xu Yingguang suppressed the discomfort in his heart and asked Xiao Yi,

"So, what brings you to see me?"

"It’s nothing..." Xiao Yi said with a smile, "I just remembered there are some things I haven’t said to you yet... Thanks for taking care of me all this time."

"...Ah?" Xu Yingguang’s skin crawled, "Are you messing with me?"

"What? Don’t you like this kind of expression?" Xiao Yi sighed helplessly, "Old Xu, you are really troublesome, aren’t you? I have no idea what kind of upbringing you had, lacking basic respect for people. When someone is expressing gratitude to you, please at least put on a serious face."

"Sorry, can’t do it."

"If you can’t, then leave it," Xiao Yi said, "After all, I’m just giving verbal thanks, nothing more. I won’t provide any material reward, and I don’t really care."

"Is that so? But speaking of which, you... you’ve changed back to your old self."

Xu Yingguang had just noticed that Xiao Yi reverted to the familiar way he once was, and he immediately felt a lot more comfortable. Everything was back to normal!

"...Huh?" However, Xiao Yi looked at Xu Yingguang with a somewhat speechless expression, and said, "Old Xu, what are you talking about? What do you mean I’ve changed back to my original self? Haven’t I always been like this? Whether it’s the previous me or the current me, I am me; the essence has always been the same and there has never been any such thing as change. Old Xu, you’re making a fuss over nothing..."

"Is that so..."

Xu Yingguang immediately decided, for the sake of his own mental health, it was best not to delve deeper into this matter.

And although he felt goosebumps, Xiao Yi coming to say these things to him... to say it didn’t touch his heart would definitely be a lie.

So, Xu Yingguang continued to say:

"You actually don’t need to say thank you at all; after all, we are the ones being taken care of by you. Thanks to your efforts all this time, the entire country has been moving toward a path of happiness. So, of course, it’s necessary to do our utmost to meet your needs."

"You misunderstand," replied Xiao Yi. "I know what you’re talking about, but those are official duties. Of course, I wouldn’t thank you for those. My thanks this time is for personal reasons. Aside from those official duties, I’ve always seen what you’ve done personally."

"..." Xu Yingguang fell silent for a moment, then changed the subject, "So, did you come to me just for this matter?"

"...Hmm?" Xiao Yi countered, "Otherwise?"

"Really... Have you no other business to take care of?"

As Xu Yingguang spoke, his face tensed slightly. He thought since Xiao Yi hadn’t brought it up on his own, then... he would bring it up.

So, Xu Yingguang slowly said:

"About the matter of your birth parents, we’ve already investigated... Would you like to know?"

This somewhat serious question also made Xu Yingguang’s nerves tighten slightly.

But Xiao Yi still appeared indifferent.

He said, "Oh? Is that so? How are they doing now?"

Xu Yingguang took a deep breath and slowly said, "Your father... is dead, killed in a drunken brawl. Drunk and in conflict with someone, he was beaten to death by several youths."

"..." Xiao Yi was unmoved, and then asked, "And my biological mother?"

"She’s still living healthily to this day..." Xu Yingguang paused before continuing, "Moreover, her family is happy and harmonious, with no family conflicts. That person who shares a blood relation with you... your sister, is also well-behaved, never causing trouble at home, and has good academic performance. She’ll likely be able to attend a good school in the future."

"Is that so?" Xiao Yi remained unmoved and simply said, "That’s good then."

"You..." Xu Yingguang asked, "don’t want to try to meet them?"

"No, there’s no need," said Xiao Yi. "Just knowing that they’re getting by is enough."

"...Is that so?"

Since this was Xiao Yi’s choice, Xu Yingguang had nothing more to say on the matter.

Then, looking at Xiao Yi, he continued, "So, you’ll be heading back soon? That’s good; you should spend more time with that young lady Eve."

"...Hmm? Old Xu, don’t you know?" said Xiao Yi. "Eve has already left; she’s no longer here."

"...Ah?" Xu Yingguang couldn’t help but be stunned. "She’s gone? When did she leave? Why?"

"Not long ago," Xiao Yi said. "Though she’s no longer bound by the First Rule, she is still a being that transcends normalcy, not suited to staying here for long, or else the whole planet might explode. So, she left temporarily with someone called Regret, saying she would watch over me from afar."

"Is that so?" Xu Yingguang sighed, "That’s really... Although I haven’t experienced it personally, your shared experiences must be something I can’t even imagine, right? You’ve only just reunited and yet have to part again?"

"I don’t mind much..." said Xiao Yi, "After all, there will be plenty of opportunities to see her again in the future; we’re not separated forever."

"...Is that so?" Xu Yingguang replied with a relieved smile; Xiao Yi’s current state of mind was so strong that he didn’t have to worry too much.

"And..." Xiao Yi went on, "I also need to face the challenges of Analog Horror soon. I won’t have much time to spend with her."

"Yes, there’s the Analog Horror," Xu Yingguang sighed, "According to the intelligence from Fei Ye, Analog Horror is going to arrive again before long..."

But at this moment, Xu Yingguang didn’t know that this would be... the last Analog Horror he would experience.