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Chapter 398 - 296 The Story of Xiao Yi’s Life_2

Chapter 398: Chapter 296 The Story of Xiao Yi’s Life_2

She wanted to leave, but she couldn’t, because she had already lost the chance to leave and could only stay there.

She felt disgusted until she herself got involved and no longer felt that way.

Because... she had no heart to think about whether it was disgusting anymore.

Then, there, she lost everything...

...

She cried out loud, but the smiles on those people’s faces only grew more intense.

She felt fear in her heart, but was powerless to resist; to protect herself, she chose to pass out.

It wasn’t until after it was over that she woke up, got dressed on her own, and hazily returned home.

The next day, she went to find those sisters to ask about what happened the day before.

It was then that those people took out a stack of money and consoled her:

"Don’t cry, I was the same my first time, sobbing my heart out, but haven’t I gotten through it?"

"Yeah, and besides, there are no shortcuts to success. You have to take it slow, after you’ve been a few times, they’ll start to notice you."

"Look, you’ve got money, isn’t that good?"

She accepted their persuasion, she had to accept it.

The moment she took the money, a thought emerged in her mind.

...just like a prostitute.

But she didn’t say it, she didn’t dare to say it in front of these people, and she dared not say it to herself either.

She firmly believed she was not such a lowly person, that she could definitely change her life!

However, after going a few more times, she still wasn’t noticed by anyone, and she found out... she was pregnant.

She didn’t even know who the father of the child was.

She wanted to figure this out, perhaps the man would consider the child and agree to let her marry into his family.

But those people just showed a look of disgust, tossed her some money to get rid of the child, and then disappeared.

She could never find that group again, in this bustling city full of people, no one could help her.

By now, other than getting rid of the child and returning to her past life, it seemed she had no other choice.

She had regret, if she had chosen to save the money in the beginning, she would have had something to fall back on by now, but instead, she had nothing but the child in her belly and the little money given out of pity by others.

At the same time, she also didn’t dare go to the hospital to abort the child, for some reason, she was just afraid of it, as if it were akin to committing murder.

Later, to console herself, she made the most erroneous, most regrettable decision of her life, which was to watch TV dramas about families and motherhood.

Of course, she was deeply moved by the emotions conveyed in them. She was moved by TV dramas that didn’t truly consider the harsh reality.

She was poisoned by righteousness and happiness and decided to give birth to the child. She firmly believed that she and her child could find happiness just like in those TV dramas.

She believed that she was not like her parents, she wouldn’t treat her child carelessly. Her child was certainly going to be born into this world wrapped in love and happiness.

Her child would also surely bring her happiness and love.

Then, perhaps in a small room, or maybe in a park, a weedy field, or a back alley, a new life was born.

...

She had regret.

She had thought she could withstand some sorrows in life and raise the child on her own.

Even if life were hard and tough, the child would grow strong until one day in the future, they would stand out, come back crying, embrace her, and give her a happy and beautiful life.

But her life did not unfold like the script.

Due to the need to care for the child, she had to make choices in her work.

And someone who couldn’t even do a job properly had no value; she was naturally driven out many times, and time after time, she took the child to look for work.

Here, too, no one would help her with the child because everyone was too busy looking after their own lives.

Late at night, she would always hear her child crying and the angry curses of the people around.

All she could do was comfort her child back to sleep over and over again, but living like this indefinitely, she inevitably collapsed.

"Stop crying, please stop crying..."

She comforted her child like usual, but that annoying wail wouldn’t cease, and her voice finally took on a tone of sorrow.

"Please stop crying... I’m begging you, I have to go earn money to take care of you tomorrow! Why won’t you listen to me? Why do you keep crying? I want to cry even more..."

"If only I didn’t have this child..."

Saying this, her hands gripped her child’s delicate, easily broken neck.

The crying finally stopped, and peace at last settled in her heart.

And then she realized what she had done, hastily let go, picked up the child, and repeatedly sobbed apologies.

She clearly loved this child so much, yet the child brought her such immense pain.

Thus, she could only keep telling herself, just hold on a little longer, just a little longer, and once the child grew up, her life would change.

He was sure to be a very smart child, someone who would stand out.

Clinging to this self-comfort, she raised her child, and then... she was once again driven to despair.

Whether for congenital reasons or other causes, the child was not as bright as she had hoped, even showing signs of being below average.

Moreover, this child, for some unknown reason, had never spoken, never had a conversation with anybody; it was even unknown whether he could speak at all.

"Ah, ah..." She just couldn’t keep going.

Nothing was more painful than enduring all those years for no apparent reason.

That’s why a thought gradually took shape in her mind.

"You know..."

On the way home, she couldn’t help but turn her head to look at her child following behind, tears streaming uncontrollably down her face, her expression one of helpless despair.

"Are you a punishment sent by the heavens? I... I’ve done nothing wrong, so why do you torment me like this? What exactly did I do wrong? Ah... I’ve realized, the biggest mistake of my life was giving birth to you! If only I hadn’t had you back then..."

"..."

And he just silently watched his mother, never saying a word.

"I’m sorry, I’m so sorry..."

The next moment, the mother hugged him again, her mouth uttering endless apologies.

"Sorry, Mom shouldn’t have said that, Mom was wrong... You, just wait here for Mom a moment, Mom will buy you a tasty treat you don’t normally get, as a gift to say sorry."

He nodded, then watched as his mother slowly stood up and fled.

"..."

"..."

"......"

Then, he waited a long time, a very long time, and still, his mother did not return.

The sun and the moon had changed shifts several times in the sky, and countless people had passed by him.

Yet, his mother had not come back, whether she had lost her way or something had happened to her unknown.

He felt very cold and very hungry, unsure of when his mother would come for him.

And just as he was near fainting from hunger, a clear, pleasant voice rang in his ears.

"I’ve found you, are you alone?"

He instinctively turned his head and saw a very pretty sister, tears inexplicably flowing from her eyes, smiling at him with what seemed to be happiness.

"What a coincidence..." she said sobbing yet laughing, "I’m on my own too, would you like to join me? It’s warmer to be together with someone else."

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