It's Just A Picture (BL)
Chapter 48: ...can I kiss you now, Hyung?

Chapter 48: ...can I kiss you now, Hyung?

I took the porridge back to the room, only to find Seojun drawing a turtle around a sleeping Seojin’s eyes. So unbelievable. Was he a kid or something?

"What are you doing?" I asked in whispers, not wanting to startle Seojin up from his sleep.

It seemed like he had fallen asleep while I was heating the porridge.

"Oh, Hyung, you’re back." He said, covering the marker and not even trying to hide the evidence that he was the culprit behind the crime committed. "Lorenzo fell asleep."

"I can see that but why would you draw turtles on a sick person? Who taught you that?" I asked while picking up a towel to clean Seojin’s face.

"You did, Hyung." He said and I paused, looking up at him with a confused expression.

"What? What do you mean? When did I...?"

"It wasn’t on a sick person but you did it once. You..." He bowed his head slightly, reminiscing warmly. "You and Lorenzo drew turtles on my face and body while I was taking a nap. You said it could be considered as a prank but if drawn sincerely with well wishes, it brought about longevity."

Ah, I remember.

It was a sunny and hot afternoon. It was so hot that we ended up taking off our shirts to sleep and we laid down on the blanket we always set on the floor. Seojun ended up sleeping longer than us.

I stared at his flawless skin and thought of the turtle the kids drew on each other’s faces when they slept in class. They looked like they were having fun but no one ever did it for me, so I was envious.

Well, I decided to give him that same treatment and drew turtles around his nipples and his eyes as well while leaving a big smiling face on his stomach.

Seojun’s reaction after he woke up was actually what made the prank even more interesting. He looked so angry but shy at the same time. His cheeks blushed red in embarrassment as he vowed to do the same to us one day.

To avoid causing an argument, I decided to make up a story and told him that I did it because I wanted him to live a longer and healthier life. And it could only work well if the other person was asleep and had no idea of what was going on.

"Pft." I stifled a laugh.

He actually took my words seriously and believed it wholeheartedly, and he remembered it so well too. How desperately did he want to do it back that he remembered it clearly to this day?

"I never had a chance to do it to Lorenzo after that day and even forgot about it." Seojun said. "But after meeting you again, and seeing Lorenzo asleep, I quickly remembered it. I want my brother to live a long and healthy life so I’m doing this for him."

I stared at him with warm eyes. He was such a kid.

Seojun stared into my eyes and reached out to me. He held my hand and gently pulled me in, reminding me of how he hugged my waist tight and refused to let go while making his confession.

"Hyung," he called. "Can I kiss you now, Hyung?"

I gulped. He was asking permission.

It made me feel awkward, and I knew it was wrong, crossing that line that I, myself, drew, but I didn’t want to deny myself either. And I was curious. The pleasure that I felt with Seojin, would I feel it with Seojun as well? Or was it like that only for Seojin?

There was only one way to find out.

I pursed my lips and slowly nodded.

I could see sparkles in Seojun’s eyes. He looked happy but he didn’t smile. He kept his gaze on my lips as he got up from the bed, towering over me and crouching his back a little bit so our lips could meet but he did not kiss me just yet.

As if taunting me, he slid his hand behind my neck and up my hair, sending shivers of pleasure down my spine. He brushed my ear with his lips, breathing down softly with his hot breath.

"Hyung, I’ll do it now." He said, slowly and softly.

Was he trying to drive me insane? His actions... His every little action was practically rendering me weak, and I was defenseless to his touch.

"I surrender." I said, clutching onto his shirt. "So do it already, please."

The corner of his lips curled up as if smiling in victory, and he finally kissed me, locking our lips together.

My grip on his shirt tightened as the pleasure spread across my entire body. I could feel it. I could feel the same pleasure I felt when Seojin attacked my lips.

My mind was going blank just from a kiss and it felt like I was melting. I had never once thought that kissing would feel so good but at the same time, it drained me.

It felt so good that I was gradually growing weak. But what to do? I didn’t want to stop either.

’More. I want more.’

But just as I craved more, Seojun pulled away and covered my mouth with his palm. He smiled at me and said,

"We can’t do any more than this, Hyung." He said and dropped his forehead to bump into mine. "That’s all we can do."

I tried to catch my breath. Just what in the world... Had I been hypnotized or something?

I looked into Seojun’s eyes. This kiss just now... I felt something from it and I had every cause to believe that his feelings for me were real.

Was it right? I couldn’t tell anymore. But was it wrong either? I wonder what reason my mind would bring up as an excuse to keep me away from the twins this time.

That they were the kids who used to play with me and depend on me? That I was cursed and would ruin them? That they had a bright future?

Seriously, could I keep pushing them away when they were the ones coming at me so strongly like this? Did I even have the strength to do so?

Yet, one thing still plagued my mind.

I dropped his hand from my mouth, looked him in the eyes, and called out his name,

"Seojun," he looked at me with interest, wondering what I had to say, and so I gave it a shot. "Are you gay?"

I took up the courage to ask and immediately, he didn’t waste a single breath, he answered,

"No." And thus, my heart dropped.

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