It's Just A Picture (BL)
Chapter 115: They were both sad

Chapter 115: They were both sad

’It’s coming out.’ I cried. ’I don’t want it to come out. Please, stop it.’ The memories of my half-conscious demand left my face blank in disbelief.

I tapped my feet furiously, waiting till I was finally done with the toilet and maybe have the twins explain the rest to me.

No, it was too embarrassing to talk about. Let’s let it die like it never happened.

Well, it was understandable why my stomach was in shambles. It actually hurt, like a dozen living creatures swimming around in it.

Come to think of it, they were living creatures.

No, no! I shook my head.

This was not the time to be thinking of that.

My behavior could not be explained at that point since all I felt was embarrassment and the need to dig myself into the ground.

Seojun knocked on the door.

"Hyung, are you okay?" He asked. "I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have listened to you when you cried to block your hole." He said with a sad tone. "I should’ve known better."

"T-that’s alright." I said feeling my face melt with embarrassment. His words were true but hearing it out loud... "It was my fault so don’t beat yourself up too much." It was embarrassing but I was doing my best to keep my voice straight. "Don’t worry, I’m not in that much pain."

"Lorenzo went to get you the stomach medicine he bought earlier." He said.

"Oh, alright."

So, they even prepared medicine.

They knew it would come back to bite me so why didn’t ’I’ know it and insisted on such a crazy thing?

Ugh!

Sleeping with my insides filled with cum, with no way out... What was I thinking?

Maybe I just wasn’t thinking at all?

I sighed. It was time to face the music.

I finally got out of the bathroom and the twins stood before me with sullen expressions.

"I... I’m okay now." I said, smiling awkwardly.

Seojun suddenly swept me off my feet.

"Hey, what... What are you doing?"

Then, without saying anything, he sat on the bed and placed me to sit on his thighs like a baby.

"Hyung, here’s the medicine." Seojin said, kneeling in front of me. "You have to take it."

"I will but shouldn’t I eat first? And..." I sneaked a glance at Seojun who had his eyes fixed on me, making me blush. "Ahem, don’t I need to eat first?"

"No, the instructions were to take it just after emptying your stomach." He said, still looking sad.

They were both sad. I was fine, honestly.

Come to think of it, that out-of-the-world, shamelessness and confidence were gone. I was back to normal.

’So, do I only act like that during sex?’ I asked, taking the liquid medicine. ’Ugh, bitter.’ I stuck my tongue out and Seojin suddenly kissed me.

He sucked my tongue and licked off the traces of the bitter medicine with his own tongue.

He let go and I looked at him with a baffled, reddened face.

"You... W-why’d you do that?" I asked in a little stutter and he said,

"Hyung hates bitter things the most." He said. "But you have to take the medicine to feel better, so as a reward for taking it, I kissed you. I hope that makes the bitterness subside a bit." He softly smiled.

Forget about bitterness, all I could notice was the care and attention in front of me.

Seojun kissed my cheek, bringing my attention to him.

"You should rest a bit while we make dinner." He said.

Suddenly, I had become one who needed to be taken care of. But... I wasn’t complaining. It was nice.

Their care, attention, affection... It was all nice and I liked it.

But since I didn’t know what my feelings really were, it felt like I was using them to get the warmth I never got.

"Is something wrong?" Seojin asked, taking my hand.

I looked away, avoiding eye contact, and said,

"It feels like I’m just using you." I said.

"That’s okay, Hyung. You can use us as much as you want." He said but I shook my head.

"No, what if I never come to love you like you want? It would just be me taking advantage of you throughout." I said but a smile played on his lips, no, both of them.

They were smiling at me like they knew what they were doing.

"Don’t worry, Hyung. That won’t happen." Seojun said, planting his lips on my temple.

"Hyung, you will love us and we’re going to wait till that happens. And from the looks of it, it’s not that far anymore."

Ah, there it is. That unfounded and blind confidence that made it seem like they knew everything. It was like they could read the future, or read my mind... Or something of that sort.

That confidence that wouldn’t let them back down or take a step back no matter what. Where did it come from?

It was like they knew my heart more than me.

’Maybe it shows.’ I thought. ’Maybe I’m just the only one who doesn’t see it. Maybe I have already fallen for them, and they can see it, whereas I can’t.’

I shook my head.

’Whatever, I’ll wait till my feelings clear up.’ I concluded in my thoughts.

"So, Hyung," Seojin called and I looked down at me.

He interlocked his fingers in mine, smiling bashfully like he was shy. It was honestly pure and cute and I almost thought, ’He looks so innocent.’ but remembered their true nature and shook it off.

Though they may not be the innocent boys I used to know, they were still the good boys I came to reunite with. Then being good was all that mattered. Even if it was only to me and to the outside world, it was fake.

’Haha, should I be feeling glad about this? I’m such a hypocrite, wanting to own all their time and affection. Should I be feeling like this?’

"Hyung, you’re not looking at me." Seojin said and I snapped out of my thoughts.

"Oh, sorry. I got lost in thoughts for a moment."

"Did that thought include us?" He asked and I nodded with a smile.

"Yes. Very much." I said, and that seemed to delight both of them.

"I’m glad to have filled Hyung’s thoughts." Seojun said. "I hope Hyung’s mind will be filled with us and only us."

"I wish I could but I’ll have to think of other things. Like Lily, for example." I said and both of them formed, their lips curving down heavily as I mentioned Lily. "Ah, ah....hahaha!" I laughed

They were like kids throwing tantrums. How could they be so cute? Just look at that frown.

"Okay, I’ll occupy most of my mind with you guys. My work also revolves around you, so you’ll take up the work

space in my mind, too." I said, lightly chuckling. "I’ll let Lily have the rest since it’s not that big anymore. How’s that?"

"Then Hyung," Seojin called, attempting to finish what he wanted to say earlier. "What does this make us?"

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