In Love With My Fierce Farming Wife!
Chapter 865: Regret, A Different Kind of Beauty!

Chapter 865: Chapter 865: Regret, A Different Kind of Beauty!

This was a dream, a dream!

So lifelike, yet how could anyone bear to cruelly bring such a dream to an end?

She cried and laughed, unleashing the agony of parting from her heart, weeping uncontrollably!

Next to her, Jun Ruochen was still pacing anxiously around her, "Pan’er, Pan’er, what’s wrong with you? Pan’er, please don’t be sad. From now on, I will protect you and not let you suffer any harm! Pan’er..."

Su Pan’er lifted her head from Master’s embrace and gazed at his appearance and smile for a long time, as if she wanted to engrave his entire being into the depths of her heart.

Master’s face wore the same expression of kindness as always, gently patting her head, smiling silently, encouraging her!

Su Pan’er slowly turned her head to look at the worried eyes of Liu Mei, then looked back at Jun Ruochen’s anxious figure.

She suddenly smiled, "Ruochen, thank you! Thank you for everything you’ve done for me, thank you for resolving my heart’s troubles, although this is just a dream! Yet, isn’t life itself but a continual dream within a cycle. In fact, I had always fantasized about making up for the regrets of my life within this dream."

"But at this moment, I’ve come to understand! In life, where there is joy, there’s naturally sorrow, where there is sunshine, there’s also wax and wane, where there’s sweetness, there’s bitterness, what is gained will certainly be lost! Cherish what you have, and let go decisively of what you’ve lost. Regret, too, is a form of beauty."

"Thank you, Jun Ruochen, for giving me so many wonderful memories! Thank you, Sister Liu Mei. And also, Master, Elders..."

Su Pan’er looked at each person present one by one, her gaze sweeping over them and then casting her eyes into the distance, gazing into the void!

Perhaps far away, countless miles distant, or perhaps close at hand, there, a haggard figure, a pair of anxious eyes, was longing for her return!

Jun Ruochen seemed still unwilling to give up, stepping forward to grasp Su Pan’er’s hand, shaking her anxiously, "Pan’er, what are you talking about? Why can’t I understand a word you’re saying! Pan’er, stop talking about this, come, follow me down the mountain. From now on, I will be sincerely good to only you for my whole life! I will never fail you!"

As he spoke, he tried to drag her back.

"No need, Ruochen."

Su Pan’er smiled bitterly yet with a sense of freedom, her eyes fixed on Jun Ruochen, looking at him seriously, "In the future, remember to live well, and not to fail Jiu Ya! It’s a pity that I won’t be able to see your children born."

With that, she gently freed her hand from his.

"No! Don’t go!——"

Jun Ruochen was shocked, attempting to lunge at her again.

Unexpectedly, a strange noise suddenly came from the void.

"Shh! Don’t fuss... listen!"

Su Pan’er pricked up her ears.

"What noise..."

Jun Ruochen instinctively lengthened his ear, and sure enough, he heard a low call that became clearer and clearer with time.

"Pan’er, seven days have passed, are you really willing to leave me, to leave Little Yanyan, and walk this path alone? We agreed to never leave each other, not even death could separate us! But now, you lying here like this, neither dead nor alive, is this your punishment for me? Pan’er..."

"Pan’er, you’ve been asleep for a whole half a month now, that’s long enough! Please wake up, I need you, Little Yanyan needs you!"

That voice was particularly hoarse, like the call of a traveler dying of thirst in the desert, touching Su Pan’er’s heartstrings!

Her heart felt as if it was being tightly held in a large hand, aching to the core!

She quickly turned to listen intently, but she heard two other voices beside her.

"Alas, it has been seven days already... In a lifetime of practicing medicine, as a benevolent medical maestro, I did not gain my reputation through unearned praise. I know I should not advise you, yet I cannot help but urge you. Let go! She has awakened!" an aged voice entreated.

Another crisp voice joined in the persuasion, "Brother Qin, now that Younger Sister Pan’er is like this, what about Little Yanyan? What about the brothers who have been through life and death with you? Do you not care about their lives? You are failing as a husband, as a father, as a son! Have you forgotten the late emperor’s words before his death? He intended to entrust this vast land to you with his own hands, yet he was murdered! Are you not going to avenge your father?"

This person is... Ye Han?

Su Pan’er’s Three Souls and Six Spirits were incomplete, yet at this moment, her soul had condensed manifold, and memories of her past life surged towards her like a tidal wave!

She was desperate to leave this place but did not know how to go about it.

Jun Ruochen was still pestering her by her side, but her attention had long since sunk into that emaciated figure.

No matter how others urged him, the gaunt figure refused to leave his spot.

"Pan’er and I have a life-and-death promise. Now that Pan’er is in this state, I absolutely cannot abandon her. I will stay here with her! If she truly leaves this world, from the heaven to the netherworld, I will follow her!"

"What nonsense are you talking? Pan’er isn’t dead yet!"

An exasperated voice exclaimed, "The murderer who caused Pan’er’s death has not yet been brought to justice, your father’s murder remains unavenged, and how could Younger Sister Pan’er bear to die? Instead, it’s you who is in such disarray and lacking responsibility. Even if Pan’er wakes up, she wouldn’t want to see you like this!"

Su Pan’er instinctively reached out, wanting to grab onto something. She wanted to tell them, no matter how he changed, she loved him just the same!

For a lifetime, never to part!

However, she did not want to see him looking so worn down and spiritless!

Before she could speak, she saw the gaunt figure rise to his feet.

"You are right."

Finally, the gaunt figure lifted his head, "Pan’er’s enemy, it is my duty as her husband to avenge her!"

He bent down gently and touched her face, "Pan’er, wait for me. I promise to bring the culprit who harmed you to justice. I promise!"

With that, he turned and left!

"Remember to take good care of her!"

"Don’t go, Qin Yi, don’t leave!"

Su Pan’er cried out, trying to grasp his hand.

But her hand swiped through the air several times, failing to catch hold. She could only watch helplessly as the towering figure turned and walked away.

She struggled fruitlessly within the dream, attempting several times to break through the dream’s barrier, but failed each time!

Her heart burned with urgency, yet she was trapped in the deep dream, unable to extricate herself.

Just as she was frantic, a strange noise suddenly came from behind her. She turned her head sharply, and her gaze met with a plump pig head.

"Pan’er, Pan’er, Grandpa Pig is here!"

The rascal pig swayed his little pig tail and smiled at her!

Seeing her gaze, it tumbled in mid-air, and with a couple of "ouches," the rascal pig rolled onto the ground, belly up, its little short legs flailing in the air as it smacked its lips.

"Hehe, Pan’er, did you miss me?"