I Want To Move In Next Door
Chapter 600: I Might Be Selfish Once Again (2)_1

Chapter 600: Chapter 600: I Might Be Selfish Once Again (2)_1

"Because I really can’t bear to live without you. I don’t want a divorce, I don’t want you to be with another woman, and I especially don’t want you to have a child with someone else... You... You won’t blame me, will you?"

"I’m going to be selfish just this once, just this once... Han Jingnian, I’m sorry..."

As Xia Wan’an spoke, tears started to roll down from the corners of her eyes, then they slipped into her hair.

She was afraid of waking Han Jingnian up by crying out loud, so she buried her face in the quilt and bit her finger hard, shedding silent tears.

She thought, there’s a seed of selfishness deep within everyone. She finally admitted, she isn’t a completely selfless person. Before she met Han Jingnian, she fantasized about being just like those female characters in the novels who courageously left for love - Yet, once she met Han Jingnian, she simply couldn’t do it...

She didn’t want to be a character from a novel. She wanted to be a petty and selfish woman and stay by his side... unless he didn’t want her anymore.

With that thought, Xia Wan’an raised her hand and hastily wiped away her tears. Her lips curled into a determined smile.

With medical advancements, she still hadn’t tried any other treatment methods apart from Xie Lin’s medicine. She couldn’t be defeated so easily... Even if the chance is less than one percent, she had to strive and fight for it. Because if she strove for it, that one percent chance might turn into twenty, thirty, fifty or even hundred percent... But if she simply gave up now, then she would forever be left with just one percent chance.

...

Xia Wan’an slept late. Even though she was troubled, she didn’t wake up particularly early the next day.

Han Jingnian didn’t go to work that day. When she woke up, he was downstairs in the living room taking a phone call.

When Xia Wan’an came downstairs, she heard him discussing work matters, and went straight to the dining room for breakfast.

During his call, Han Jingnian continuously glanced at Xia Wan’an, without her noticing. He didn’t know why she acted so strangely yesterday, but today she seemed much calmer and apparently not as distressed.

Finally, Han Jingnian was relieved.

After Xia Wan’an finished breakfast, Han Jingnian had also wrapped up his call. He then drove her to the office.

After parting ways in the office elevator, Han Jingnian started a tumultuous day of work, whereas the first thing Xia Wan’an did when she got back to her office was to contact her doctor.

From that day onwards, Xia Wan’an would meet with a different doctor every two days. Her office drawer was soon filled with an increasing variety of medications, she also began various treatments like ovarian and uterine care and acupuncture... In short, she was trying every method possible.

Time sagged by day by day. Before she knew it, it was October, and her birth month had arrived.

In October, the weather in Beijing started to get colder, and fewer and fewer fashionable girls were seen bearing their legs.

The Han Family Corporation’s fall/winter products were officially launched and promoted. As both the first designer and the head of the design department of Han Family, Xia Wan’an was incredibly busy. But no matter how hectic it got, she never missed her treatments and medications.

On the first day of the second week in October, as soon as Xia Wan’an got to the office, she encountered a tricky issue.

(As for the last line of the last Chapter, why do many readers interpret it as An’an wanting to leave? If the female character said she was being selfish, wouldn’t that mean she didn’t want to leave? Wow, I’m in awe of everyone’s interpretation and it’s exhausting!)